Wow
It's been a while since I last updated... The fucken user page is way different, and it took me forever to fucken find the update button.
shit.
well went to the carnival tonight, started off I met Mark there, The found Becky, Shannon, and Ashley.. hung out with them, then they left So hung out with Mark again.. woowhooo! Then saw Kiwi, Gina<3 and Heather i think her name was. I way miss Kiwi and Gina.. <3
Things are so strang with me right now, I pity myself for stupid things I do, and that I shouldn't put myself thru.. yet I still do cuz I'm fucken nuts.
I saw fuck-tard today @ the Carnival with his uhh i guess shes a girlfriend but I would call her his boyfriend. haha . Retards. I was like wow, I never knew I could want to hurt/kill someone so much in my whole life.
Tomorrow I'm finally going home, back to the same boring lifeless rutine. GREATTTTTTT But yet again I get to see Felipe and It's almost been a week. Sometimes I need some time away, and this time just didn't help me any. It just made me doubt myself even more.
I'm prolly not starting college *CCRI* till the spring cuz I didn't get my papers in cuz the fucken place's computers were fucked up that's why I didn't start last January. fucken place.
No wonder why retards go there.
My mom bitched at me all the way from Woonsocket till Pascoag. It pretty much sucked
If I killed myself she wouldn't get my life-insurance money, and that's what keeps me from not doing it lol sad but true
Whatev. Time to self loath.<3
Xo.HoL
shit.
well went to the carnival tonight, started off I met Mark there, The found Becky, Shannon, and Ashley.. hung out with them, then they left So hung out with Mark again.. woowhooo! Then saw Kiwi, Gina<3 and Heather i think her name was. I way miss Kiwi and Gina.. <3
Things are so strang with me right now, I pity myself for stupid things I do, and that I shouldn't put myself thru.. yet I still do cuz I'm fucken nuts.
I saw fuck-tard today @ the Carnival with his uhh i guess shes a girlfriend but I would call her his boyfriend. haha . Retards. I was like wow, I never knew I could want to hurt/kill someone so much in my whole life.
Tomorrow I'm finally going home, back to the same boring lifeless rutine. GREATTTTTTT But yet again I get to see Felipe and It's almost been a week. Sometimes I need some time away, and this time just didn't help me any. It just made me doubt myself even more.
I'm prolly not starting college *CCRI* till the spring cuz I didn't get my papers in cuz the fucken place's computers were fucked up that's why I didn't start last January. fucken place.
No wonder why retards go there.
My mom bitched at me all the way from Woonsocket till Pascoag. It pretty much sucked
If I killed myself she wouldn't get my life-insurance money, and that's what keeps me from not doing it lol sad but true
Whatev. Time to self loath.<3
Xo.HoL