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[bizkitprinzess]

I think best when I'm driving, late at night. I can think up long explanations for my general sense of apathy towards life and other people. I can articulately explain my views. I always lose it as soon as the music shifts in the wrong direction (I like jazz or classical best for late night driving). When I'm alone in my car driving on deserted roads I can be witty and smart and sharp and all the things people rob of me. I don't trip over my meanings and I'm not foggy with my words.

My words seem to have left me. I used to be able to just write out what was on my mind with being so self concious. Now I'm so self concious about everything. Every little thing.