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Oct. 12. I find myself facing difficulties. The same ones as always. For the most part.
Ok, that's enough tiny vague sentences, I saw an old post that was like that and I guess it stuck in my fingers. Bah! So I'm cold turkeying WoW right now. Which is kinda brutal considering how into it I've been recently. My 70 rogue is raiding in kara, nearly completely clear, just nightbane and netherspite to go. Also downed HKM (High King Maulgar) bringing our guild up to the number 19 horde guild on the server, which is pretty groovy. On top of that, over the course of two days and many instance runs, my priest hit 69. 69! And a quarter. Talk about hard to resist. So close to going pure pvpriest heal-bot and getting my phat lewts. Also have Mana-Etched hat, Incanters pants, Hallowed pants and the new Prayer of Fort book banked awaiting my eminent ding. Well, eminent upon return.
Why am I on hiatus? Kim is staying with me! Which is totally exciting, like, totally exciting. I'm really glad to have her here, more than worth taking a break from WoW. However, on the other hand, it brings back all my old insecurities that I never truly leave behind. Like how my friends always have more fun with my brother than with me, making him the 'cool' brother. Which is fine, I'm glad she's having fun, I just wish that I could be the fun one sometime. Which makes me feel like I'm not good enough. The root of so many problems. We've already fought about me picking up the check for food. Which I do because of my opinion of myself; people deserve some sort of benefit for spending time with me. And then D'Ann called her last night on the way to dinner. So... yeah. I don't think I want to see her because whenever I see one of them it just wrecks my world. I ignore other girls (not that I flirt anyways, but still) and fixate again. Which is just bad. And creepy.
I feel creepy a lot.
On the lighter side of life, I've started reading Stardust finally, and the first couple paragraphs were really cute. Also I bought Deathproof. Oh Kurt Russel, you better be amazing in it. Like, Big Trouble in Little China amazing. It's all in the reflexes. Oh, and I finally found a copy of the Pipette's cd. It's got a totally 50's feel to it, but is still modern. Needless to say I dig it, and it was well worth the search. Also it helps that Rosay is totally smokin hot. I mean. wowzers, what an eye-popper. And I'm working a lot. Last year that woulda been in the negatives column because I woulda been worried about getting fired; now all I hear is "ka-ching!" I figure that if they didn't want me to make that paper, they wouldn't give me as much work as they do.
Well, gotta go shopping soon, pick up some chocolate stuffs for Santavorn's chocolate party this weekend (that I'm going to be late to) and stop by Best Buy to see what's out; and the comic store to get my newsletter fixed. It's literally been unreadable lately. I guess I should fix those past few sentences, but technically; even though I'm "publishing" it, this is a first draft. It's supposed to be shitty.
Ok, that's enough tiny vague sentences, I saw an old post that was like that and I guess it stuck in my fingers. Bah! So I'm cold turkeying WoW right now. Which is kinda brutal considering how into it I've been recently. My 70 rogue is raiding in kara, nearly completely clear, just nightbane and netherspite to go. Also downed HKM (High King Maulgar) bringing our guild up to the number 19 horde guild on the server, which is pretty groovy. On top of that, over the course of two days and many instance runs, my priest hit 69. 69! And a quarter. Talk about hard to resist. So close to going pure pvpriest heal-bot and getting my phat lewts. Also have Mana-Etched hat, Incanters pants, Hallowed pants and the new Prayer of Fort book banked awaiting my eminent ding. Well, eminent upon return.
Why am I on hiatus? Kim is staying with me! Which is totally exciting, like, totally exciting. I'm really glad to have her here, more than worth taking a break from WoW. However, on the other hand, it brings back all my old insecurities that I never truly leave behind. Like how my friends always have more fun with my brother than with me, making him the 'cool' brother. Which is fine, I'm glad she's having fun, I just wish that I could be the fun one sometime. Which makes me feel like I'm not good enough. The root of so many problems. We've already fought about me picking up the check for food. Which I do because of my opinion of myself; people deserve some sort of benefit for spending time with me. And then D'Ann called her last night on the way to dinner. So... yeah. I don't think I want to see her because whenever I see one of them it just wrecks my world. I ignore other girls (not that I flirt anyways, but still) and fixate again. Which is just bad. And creepy.
I feel creepy a lot.
On the lighter side of life, I've started reading Stardust finally, and the first couple paragraphs were really cute. Also I bought Deathproof. Oh Kurt Russel, you better be amazing in it. Like, Big Trouble in Little China amazing. It's all in the reflexes. Oh, and I finally found a copy of the Pipette's cd. It's got a totally 50's feel to it, but is still modern. Needless to say I dig it, and it was well worth the search. Also it helps that Rosay is totally smokin hot. I mean. wowzers, what an eye-popper. And I'm working a lot. Last year that woulda been in the negatives column because I woulda been worried about getting fired; now all I hear is "ka-ching!" I figure that if they didn't want me to make that paper, they wouldn't give me as much work as they do.
Well, gotta go shopping soon, pick up some chocolate stuffs for Santavorn's chocolate party this weekend (that I'm going to be late to) and stop by Best Buy to see what's out; and the comic store to get my newsletter fixed. It's literally been unreadable lately. I guess I should fix those past few sentences, but technically; even though I'm "publishing" it, this is a first draft. It's supposed to be shitty.