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i come home to see that my fence says "i think tina has a boyfriend". thanx dad. he wrote it on there with the power washer trying to be funny. well haha, i don`t have a boyfriend. he is referring to keith, my bestest friend. we`ve been hanging out a lot lately and stealing a few kisses here and there, but we`re just friends and nothing more. i mean, i like him and all - but i would never want to ruin the friendship we have. and i know we can promise eachother over and over that we`ll always be friends, but i`ve tried that before. with mike. ugh. mike. i miss him, and his friendship like you wouldn`t believe. but each and every day, i get stronger because i`m learning to live with out him. im learning to realize that the 4 months with him, wasn`t really that long of a time. i will get through this, not with the support of my friends - or my dearest keith joseph. but with the encouragment of myself. i`ve realized that i can do anything i want, if i put my mind to it. and that`s just how this is going to work out. i want to move on. and i am..
yes well today was a good day i guess. jess didn`t come to school, so that really sucked my ass. mandy was in ISS too - so that sucked even more. i hung out with andrew in the library during lunch. woo fucking hoo, how cool am i? eh, i got an 84 on my spanish test. go me. what else happened today.. o yea when i was leaving to go get on my bus mr.panizzo was like "you have to stay after theres a soccer meeting!" lol, i made up some stupid excuse that i couldnt come because my mom would get sooo mad. we were both just standing there arguing for about five minutes just so he would let me get on my bus. lol. aw, i felt bad. but then he called me a "knuckle head" so that just killed it. heh. ok, well im gunna go beg my mom to take me to circuit city, love yas. <3
dont leave me in all this pain dont leave me out in the rain. come back and bring back my smile come and take these tears away. unbreak my heart say you love me again. undo the hurt you caused when you walked out the door and walked out of my life. uncry theres tears. ive cried do many nites. dont leave me hurt in the dark now that youre out of my life.
p.s. i got a voicemail thing now too - leave me a message = 1-877-691-0200 ext. 458