and this is what i think about.
lately to me life seems to be about control. controlling yourself, and in turn that will eventually lead to the control of others.
and by control i mean not doing the easier thing, doing what you know is right, always. never slip up because it will always bite you in the ass.
but then morals come into play and it becomes difficult to discern what the right decision is, and i have a feeling that its going to become even more difficult as i grow older. and if i can't keep my head straight now i know it'll be spinning off when i'm older. i guess the key is to know yourself. and i have faith that i am getting there.
b.c. i just keep moving. cause that is all you can do, because sulking and staying stationary is counterproductive and gets your nowhere.
of course if you hold in all of the frustration of always doing the right thing w/ no instant reward, you are likely to explode with some sort of extreme emotional outburst.
so therefore a balance of control and outlet is neccesary. and i dont think anyone really ever finds this fine line you must walk to fit this balance. i'll be happy if i ever come with in a mile of it.
i quit school thats what i did.
and by control i mean not doing the easier thing, doing what you know is right, always. never slip up because it will always bite you in the ass.
but then morals come into play and it becomes difficult to discern what the right decision is, and i have a feeling that its going to become even more difficult as i grow older. and if i can't keep my head straight now i know it'll be spinning off when i'm older. i guess the key is to know yourself. and i have faith that i am getting there.
b.c. i just keep moving. cause that is all you can do, because sulking and staying stationary is counterproductive and gets your nowhere.
of course if you hold in all of the frustration of always doing the right thing w/ no instant reward, you are likely to explode with some sort of extreme emotional outburst.
so therefore a balance of control and outlet is neccesary. and i dont think anyone really ever finds this fine line you must walk to fit this balance. i'll be happy if i ever come with in a mile of it.
i quit school thats what i did.