[via LJ2ME] things change.
i don't post public as often as i used to. i've gotten shy or something. i don't know if it's age or life changes or what, but i'd rather write to a select group of friends than the whole world. -sigh- maybe i should get a nifty little friends only banner... BUT. i hate not having something for people to read if they're just stopping by. and this is supposed to be a place for IRL people to keep up with me too...i just don't feel inclined to write in it as much. :-/
i'm taking SAMe for PPD and i think it's had a positive impact already. bear thinks it would take longer to kick in. i don't really care who's right - i'm just glad to be feeling better, placebo effect or no. honestly. i was on the verge of crawling out of my skin, i was so fed up with the irritability, insomnia, and anxiety. it was getting ridiculous. i'm also going to look into counseling again...need to make a note though cos i keep forgetting.
i told my mom this evening that this has been the Week Of Bad News and i fully expect next week to make up for it. seriously. i'm really thinking that next week will be the Week Of Good News. i can't wait. :) (hopefully i'm not wrong...)
i'm still infatuated with my ratty boys. :) my favorite thing to do is sit on the floor in the bathroom with the door closed and read a book while they crawl all over me. they are such darling creatures. i want to post video of them but our dumb internet connection takes FOREVER to upload video. :( it's as bad as dial-up.
i miss my quirky, whimsical, nonsensical style of writing. where did it go?
i'm taking SAMe for PPD and i think it's had a positive impact already. bear thinks it would take longer to kick in. i don't really care who's right - i'm just glad to be feeling better, placebo effect or no. honestly. i was on the verge of crawling out of my skin, i was so fed up with the irritability, insomnia, and anxiety. it was getting ridiculous. i'm also going to look into counseling again...need to make a note though cos i keep forgetting.
i told my mom this evening that this has been the Week Of Bad News and i fully expect next week to make up for it. seriously. i'm really thinking that next week will be the Week Of Good News. i can't wait. :) (hopefully i'm not wrong...)
i'm still infatuated with my ratty boys. :) my favorite thing to do is sit on the floor in the bathroom with the door closed and read a book while they crawl all over me. they are such darling creatures. i want to post video of them but our dumb internet connection takes FOREVER to upload video. :( it's as bad as dial-up.
i miss my quirky, whimsical, nonsensical style of writing. where did it go?