*sigh*
A good online friend of mine passed away today. Well, Not good, but.. we were once good friends. Things happened and we kinda lost track of a friendship. I'm at a loss as to how to feel. I feel lots of things.. some of which I feel bad for feeling.. but.. I was still stunned when I heard this afternoon of her passing. It wasn't honestly unexpected.. as she'd been critical for a couple weeks. But..I just don't know how to feel right now. I guess I don't really feel.
Gotta think this one out. I do feel bad, though... that's one thing. I feel sad that I won't be able to talk to her again... sad that she left two babies, that she desperately wanted, one a literal newborn.
I think I will light a candle for her. and for myself to help disperse these feelings.
Gotta think this one out. I do feel bad, though... that's one thing. I feel sad that I won't be able to talk to her again... sad that she left two babies, that she desperately wanted, one a literal newborn.
I think I will light a candle for her. and for myself to help disperse these feelings.