Jun 25, 2011 20:09
Got a heart full of pride for NYC, but a sad one for myself.
I suck. The one man I've loved so deeply in a long time, I've deeply disappointed. His issue is bigger than the both of us, and I couldn't nurture or love him enough to make it better. Now he's gone, very suddenly, and after a great year, I hope he finds the joy for himself he's been looking for all his life.
I wanted to marry him, now I just feel pathetic, lost, and every other trite little melancholy theme you can find in an Adele track.
Men loving men. Funny, isn't it?