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Sorry for the chiche sappiness in advance:
Its only been 13 days since Ive written I real entry but it feels like eternity. Lets see...
-Ive gone to All-County, realized I need to put so much more effort into flute and to condense what I do, I do too much to still just hang out, to breath on a regular basis- but I love my activities... the dilemma of compromise arises
-Ive gone riding, and come home crying several times, because of myself of course. I take it so personally when Dakota doesnt do well, Ive put so much of myself into him and looking at him can be like looking at myself
-Written poetry journals, missed 1 1/2 days of school, and reiterated the point that I dont handle stress well
-Ive gone to guard competitions, learned a lot about weapons, a lot about people and seen into the future; how little that is in comparison to what I have yet to learn
Sorry, it seems like a rather depressing entry but its more reflective for me. Its learning about life, and quite frankly its not like eating candy orange slices. But I love it of course and its part of growing up.
Its only been 13 days since Ive written I real entry but it feels like eternity. Lets see...
-Ive gone to All-County, realized I need to put so much more effort into flute and to condense what I do, I do too much to still just hang out, to breath on a regular basis- but I love my activities... the dilemma of compromise arises
-Ive gone riding, and come home crying several times, because of myself of course. I take it so personally when Dakota doesnt do well, Ive put so much of myself into him and looking at him can be like looking at myself
-Written poetry journals, missed 1 1/2 days of school, and reiterated the point that I dont handle stress well
-Ive gone to guard competitions, learned a lot about weapons, a lot about people and seen into the future; how little that is in comparison to what I have yet to learn
Sorry, it seems like a rather depressing entry but its more reflective for me. Its learning about life, and quite frankly its not like eating candy orange slices. But I love it of course and its part of growing up.