hey, i posted again...
Don't know why. possibly because i know no one will read it and i feel the need to type something. but no matter the reason, i'm posting this. can't sleep. for the last week or so. can't sleep soundly. i can get 6-7 hours or sleep. but i keep waking up, tossing and turning, having wierd unrestfully disturbing or just strange dreams, or any combination thereof. can't sleep in my bed, on the floor, or on the sofa. and everyday i get up with an annoying headache that won't go away until late at night. and i'm not sleeping in so late that i should be so unsleepy at almost 6am. i've been waking up relatively early (anywhere from 9-11 which is early for me), and i haven't passed out in the middle of the day like i used to at my parents' house. i just can't sleep. i don't know why. i have been a bit more depressed than i had been for the last few years, but i don't know if that's a cause or an effect. and to top it off, i'm about to go see about getting a second job on monday. someone at work (applebee's) has a friend who manages a relatively new Verizon store and is apparently looking to hire part-timers (a search which has been ongoing for months). i need the money. so the inability to sleep will be of great help... sigh... someone shoot me.