Sep 09, 2005 13:16
NOOOOO.
i am not in scotland.
i'm still in england.
i am considerably poorer, with no compensation but my survival.
worst night of my life. scariest night of my life. even the guys were scared for me. thankfully my guardian angel was with me or something.
seriously, all that could go wrong did go wrong. God def DID NOT want me to go there at all. have no idea why, but there's a reason for everything. and i know my life is worth more than 60 dollars. disappointed and tired. looking back, they could totally make a movie out of that. hehe.
at alam ko na kung sinu-sino ang mga hindi ko pwedeng pagkatiwalaan. iiwanan lang pala ako. at hindi man lang icheck kung buhay pa ako.
my fam rocks. i called my pa, ma, and ninang in a frenzy and seriously, i only calmed down once i talked to them. at salamat kay maria (i-ingles nyo na lang yung pangalan. kailangan kong magtagalog kse baka may makabasa)na may konsensyang intayin ako. yey.
but hey, you never know why it wasn't meant to be. my mom was right.