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alrighty, in response to my last post, my happiness was short-lived because a certain someone (who shall remain nameless for his sake) decided to be a total jerk to me last night during and after our fight; he said that he should have "cut me off a long time ago" and wished to never talk to me again. in fairness, i was being a pissy bitch, but still, it made me so upset, because he was one of my good friends. and today i said sorry to him, and he acted like it didnt happen! and there i was last night bawling my eyes out, wanting to cut or die, and he acts like it didnt even happen. and this morning my eyes were so puffy from crying that i could hardly put my contacts in. guys can be such jerks.
so, anyway, now that that headache is over, today was pretty good towards the end. i told stan in a nutshell about what happend, he was so supportive. he is such a great guy, im so happy that we feel the same way about each other. but the first 2 blocks i was still really upset, hoping that last night didnt happen, so i went down to guidance. it helped some, got me outta science, which is always a good thing. then in english we saw the "moonlight room". it was actually pretty good, at least, better than i thought it would be.
i used the fish in heatons class, but then got dismissed to see my psychologist. she really helped, just by listening to me vent about steve and my dad.
then the day started to get better. after heatons class, there was band. i got to see my sweetie, and that just lifted my spirits. and it helped that the band rehersal was productive. after band, i had a senate meeting, but only one of the officers was there, so we adjourned after 15min of doing absolutely nothing. i went down to the band room to hear the jazz band play. they sound so good, but theyre so loud, which, i guess, is a good thing (as long as its not overblowing). i read like 10 pages of the book for english while i was listening.
then its off to dance. jazz was canceled cuz of the weather. but tap went alright. we added a beginning to it, cuz our dance overlaps another, so we needed a way to get on stage. it was good to get out early but the roads were so crappy. my dad literally burnedrubber trying to get up our hill 3x. but he didnt succeed. we ended up parking the car on the street below us and walked home. jeez, we really need chains on the tires or a HEMI.
so yes, that was my day, and i am off to shower and finish the book and my homework and do some chores. fun fun fun.