i know its been forever, but...

[bitty313]

i probably could write the longest livejournal ever if i really had time, but time is the issue...i never have it anymore...maybe over xmas break you will actually get one with all the details of this CRAZY semester and how much life has changed. but for now, i heard this song and it just kinda hit me... i know matt and i are yet again in a rough spot, but i feel this is the roughest and i am trying with all my might and heart to make it, but its really difficult... i mean i just want things like they used to be... like the first time we chatted for like 5 hours straight and couldnt get enough of one another... but we will see, maybe if we work through this who knows what that could mean for our future... a girl could only hope right...
hope everyone is doing well i miss you all and feel so bad i have been mia and out of ur lives due to my busy schedule, but hopefully that will change a little soon, love you all!

"Ooo, Ooo, Ooo, Ooo

Do I cry in the night
Do I long to hold you tight
Do I wake wanting you
Yes I do

Do I recall every day
How you took my breath away
Do I remember loving you
Yes I do

Chorus
Yes I do dream of all we had together
Guess it’s true we lost it all forever
Do I pray anyway
Yes I do

I don’t live in the past
Wanting love that wouldn’t last
And I don’t ache like I used to
Yes I do

Yes I do
Do I pray
Yes I do dream of all we had together
Yes I do - and yes I do"
Rascal Flatts- "Yes I Do"