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soooo
school this past week has been interesting. it slowly has gotten better though. a-day's are by far and i really mean by far the better days. i miss last year though. I miss all my friends from my old classes and my older teachers. sure my new teachers are good [except for collins...bitch] but im not in the super comfotable point where i know everyone and like most of them and is as talkative as possible to my friends surrounding me. the first time i had b-days was extremely lonely and depressing. i knew nobody and nobody talked to me. oh well drew was in my english class but he walks in, looks at me, and then went over to the opposite side of the room to sit with the boys. asshole. soo ill go through my whole schedule and explain what sucks and what doesn't.
a-days:
1. wh2/geo. with imbralie. imbrialie is soo awesome and super chill. gotta love him. i dont really know anyone in the class but im slowly working on it. spencer [norris] sits diagonally behind me and were kinda friends so it works out well in the classroom. myesha brown sits next to me and is funny as hell. dk anyone else except kyle hanrahan...'nough said.
2. spanish3-roy. thank god!! i have roy. she's awesome!! this is prob. the best class i have besides chorus. i sit next to carter[not willcox, ferguson ..sp?] and leanne whose awesome and a surprising person for how christian she is which sounds really hypocritical coming from me but whatever. drew sits in front of me and brian wright [who can be funny and yet annoying annoying ANNOYING! because he talks so freaking much.] its extremely easy for being spanish 3. roy likes me and my friends because even though we're talkative, we know spanish well so she doesn't really care. she already hates rob mendez, zach beals..stupid beyond belief, miranda..girl is dumbb, erica and harrison [junior.] oh and the freshman girls are soo fucking annoying. their always giggyling and being like omg what does that even mean?! help! im like ugh its soo easy! oh well.
3. chorus-FORBES! haha well chorus is always fun except for forbes and her fucking checklist thats so gay. i miss tina and chrissy beyond extreme. chorus is not the same without them by far. and we have boys now. no longer is it a girls only club which is saddening. now that school has started i feel that shonko's growing super close to jen again and i don't really have her as my best friend anymore. kat's not there anymore [not like we really talk anymore] but still... kedrin and lei lei make up for it. oh and kelsey courage/georgia are also annoying. nice but annoying and suck ups. oh and assigned seats are GAY! my grades gonna go down because im sitting next to georgia [shoot me] and jessica [who thankfully eats now!! she's not longer anorexic thank god!] but we dont mesh that great together. =/
b-days:
1. english-graninger. mk so graninger's pretty awesome except he's too philosophical for my liking. honestly..i dont care about how "time is infinite and we're made up of matter and we'll live life infinitly because our matter will be made back up again" fuck that. we die and go to heavan and he's saying how because our lives are infinite it has no meaning and therefore we must put meaning in it. wtf?! who cares! ugh it makes me mad. im not sure why but it does. other than that my assigned seat is good. except im next to skinny annoying-in-a-talks-way-too-much way. kacey sits in front of me and cameron spiro diagonally across from me. she's nice..we just really started talking today.
2. agl.2/trig-collins. sucks dirt. allison sits next to me and this girl ashby sits in front of me with a blond cheerleader behind me. allison's prob. like one of my only friends. not to mention the fact that this class is hard beyond beliefe and collins makes you feel dumb if you ask too many questions [which i do] she's like you do realize this is just a review for alg. 1 right? and im like well excuse me for having a sucky alg.1 teacher and i haven't taken alg. in a year so im have to go over this..give me a chance. ugh its not a good class...thats all i can say.
3. bio-lant. you know, i dont know why everyone always says that lant is extremly hard and mean. i like her. alot. she's one of my favorite teachers. she's firm..yea but she's blunt which i like and she has a sense of humor in her own way that i like alot. and its not hard. she gave us a mini-lab today and i finished it in 5 minutes and the rest of the class was liek i dont understand this its soo hard. then we spent like 45 minutes going over it where i was just plain bored. but oh well.
now for last...governor's school.
first day...sucked ass. it was just very lonely. all the older people were in their clicks and didn't even bother to include us newbies except for like a hey! or a smile. lucy didn't even say hi to me. vocal tech was boring because chip mainly worked on the guys part and i couldn't hear my voice among the other 30 kids in my department who all have amazing voices. it was very very intimidating. like to the extreme of intimidating. afterwards lucy was like oh shelby how was your first day?? and i looked at her like wtf? and said "oh it was cool!" like all sarcastic and she was like why whats wrong? and i just walked out and left. ugh.
second day [today] was better. although, tap was very hard. i hate tap. ugh its so frustrating. their was only one other newbie with me [named jessi] and she's BEAST at tap. so it was always sorta embarrassing having to do tap steps right after her. the teacher had all the other kids sit down and had jessi and i do steps which i sucked at. plus it was evaluation day...lovely. but sarah was there and she talked to me and was nice. so it was good. ballet of course, was good. being in my element is awesome. i didn't have to think or worry or anything. i just had to dance and make sure i did the steps right. although i was a bit worried wondering what the guys were thinking because im sure they were comparing me to lucy and natalya, the best dancers there. but i was put in a group with lucy and natalya which is def. a good sign. afterwards was fun. i talked to ryan and lucy for a bit and the best part ever was when nathan touched my hair because i was in a fight with ryan about being called ginger and nathan was liek why? your hair is beautiful and he like touched it and looked at his hand in awe and waslike i have ginger on me!!! hahahah it was funny. just the fact that he noticed me was enough. =]
its nice having people to talk to again.
=]
school this past week has been interesting. it slowly has gotten better though. a-day's are by far and i really mean by far the better days. i miss last year though. I miss all my friends from my old classes and my older teachers. sure my new teachers are good [except for collins...bitch] but im not in the super comfotable point where i know everyone and like most of them and is as talkative as possible to my friends surrounding me. the first time i had b-days was extremely lonely and depressing. i knew nobody and nobody talked to me. oh well drew was in my english class but he walks in, looks at me, and then went over to the opposite side of the room to sit with the boys. asshole. soo ill go through my whole schedule and explain what sucks and what doesn't.
a-days:
1. wh2/geo. with imbralie. imbrialie is soo awesome and super chill. gotta love him. i dont really know anyone in the class but im slowly working on it. spencer [norris] sits diagonally behind me and were kinda friends so it works out well in the classroom. myesha brown sits next to me and is funny as hell. dk anyone else except kyle hanrahan...'nough said.
2. spanish3-roy. thank god!! i have roy. she's awesome!! this is prob. the best class i have besides chorus. i sit next to carter[not willcox, ferguson ..sp?] and leanne whose awesome and a surprising person for how christian she is which sounds really hypocritical coming from me but whatever. drew sits in front of me and brian wright [who can be funny and yet annoying annoying ANNOYING! because he talks so freaking much.] its extremely easy for being spanish 3. roy likes me and my friends because even though we're talkative, we know spanish well so she doesn't really care. she already hates rob mendez, zach beals..stupid beyond belief, miranda..girl is dumbb, erica and harrison [junior.] oh and the freshman girls are soo fucking annoying. their always giggyling and being like omg what does that even mean?! help! im like ugh its soo easy! oh well.
3. chorus-FORBES! haha well chorus is always fun except for forbes and her fucking checklist thats so gay. i miss tina and chrissy beyond extreme. chorus is not the same without them by far. and we have boys now. no longer is it a girls only club which is saddening. now that school has started i feel that shonko's growing super close to jen again and i don't really have her as my best friend anymore. kat's not there anymore [not like we really talk anymore] but still... kedrin and lei lei make up for it. oh and kelsey courage/georgia are also annoying. nice but annoying and suck ups. oh and assigned seats are GAY! my grades gonna go down because im sitting next to georgia [shoot me] and jessica [who thankfully eats now!! she's not longer anorexic thank god!] but we dont mesh that great together. =/
b-days:
1. english-graninger. mk so graninger's pretty awesome except he's too philosophical for my liking. honestly..i dont care about how "time is infinite and we're made up of matter and we'll live life infinitly because our matter will be made back up again" fuck that. we die and go to heavan and he's saying how because our lives are infinite it has no meaning and therefore we must put meaning in it. wtf?! who cares! ugh it makes me mad. im not sure why but it does. other than that my assigned seat is good. except im next to skinny annoying-in-a-talks-way-too-much way. kacey sits in front of me and cameron spiro diagonally across from me. she's nice..we just really started talking today.
2. agl.2/trig-collins. sucks dirt. allison sits next to me and this girl ashby sits in front of me with a blond cheerleader behind me. allison's prob. like one of my only friends. not to mention the fact that this class is hard beyond beliefe and collins makes you feel dumb if you ask too many questions [which i do] she's like you do realize this is just a review for alg. 1 right? and im like well excuse me for having a sucky alg.1 teacher and i haven't taken alg. in a year so im have to go over this..give me a chance. ugh its not a good class...thats all i can say.
3. bio-lant. you know, i dont know why everyone always says that lant is extremly hard and mean. i like her. alot. she's one of my favorite teachers. she's firm..yea but she's blunt which i like and she has a sense of humor in her own way that i like alot. and its not hard. she gave us a mini-lab today and i finished it in 5 minutes and the rest of the class was liek i dont understand this its soo hard. then we spent like 45 minutes going over it where i was just plain bored. but oh well.
now for last...governor's school.
first day...sucked ass. it was just very lonely. all the older people were in their clicks and didn't even bother to include us newbies except for like a hey! or a smile. lucy didn't even say hi to me. vocal tech was boring because chip mainly worked on the guys part and i couldn't hear my voice among the other 30 kids in my department who all have amazing voices. it was very very intimidating. like to the extreme of intimidating. afterwards lucy was like oh shelby how was your first day?? and i looked at her like wtf? and said "oh it was cool!" like all sarcastic and she was like why whats wrong? and i just walked out and left. ugh.
second day [today] was better. although, tap was very hard. i hate tap. ugh its so frustrating. their was only one other newbie with me [named jessi] and she's BEAST at tap. so it was always sorta embarrassing having to do tap steps right after her. the teacher had all the other kids sit down and had jessi and i do steps which i sucked at. plus it was evaluation day...lovely. but sarah was there and she talked to me and was nice. so it was good. ballet of course, was good. being in my element is awesome. i didn't have to think or worry or anything. i just had to dance and make sure i did the steps right. although i was a bit worried wondering what the guys were thinking because im sure they were comparing me to lucy and natalya, the best dancers there. but i was put in a group with lucy and natalya which is def. a good sign. afterwards was fun. i talked to ryan and lucy for a bit and the best part ever was when nathan touched my hair because i was in a fight with ryan about being called ginger and nathan was liek why? your hair is beautiful and he like touched it and looked at his hand in awe and waslike i have ginger on me!!! hahahah it was funny. just the fact that he noticed me was enough. =]
its nice having people to talk to again.
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