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so with the school year getting even closer im thinking about boys 24/7.
i wonder about that whole hard-to-get thing and the not caring thing. If you do that are you still being yourself?? or are you being unfair to the boy and not acting yourself but just doing whatever it takes to get the boy? i don't know. i don't think i could really pull off the whole hard to get act. if i like a boy im way to obvious and not coy about it at all. im thinking i should maybe change my ways and act like i dont care but still show im interested in some ways like eye contact or something. im just so ready for a boyfriend, like seriously. i want to date a boy who i actually like and am really attracted too. yes, i've had boyfriends in the past but i've never truthfully liked them much.
being in the car so close to nathan, with him singing really loud, just made me want him so bad. it was liek electricity went through me just watching him and listening to his voice. at the end of the night when he gave me a hug it was liek i was on cloud nine. i hope i become friends with him at govenor's school this year. he seems like such a genuinely nice person. i can see myself liking him in the future but being his friend is enough.
I think this year at cox is going to suck but governor's school is going to be amazing. i dk. we'll see.
i wonder about that whole hard-to-get thing and the not caring thing. If you do that are you still being yourself?? or are you being unfair to the boy and not acting yourself but just doing whatever it takes to get the boy? i don't know. i don't think i could really pull off the whole hard to get act. if i like a boy im way to obvious and not coy about it at all. im thinking i should maybe change my ways and act like i dont care but still show im interested in some ways like eye contact or something. im just so ready for a boyfriend, like seriously. i want to date a boy who i actually like and am really attracted too. yes, i've had boyfriends in the past but i've never truthfully liked them much.
being in the car so close to nathan, with him singing really loud, just made me want him so bad. it was liek electricity went through me just watching him and listening to his voice. at the end of the night when he gave me a hug it was liek i was on cloud nine. i hope i become friends with him at govenor's school this year. he seems like such a genuinely nice person. i can see myself liking him in the future but being his friend is enough.
I think this year at cox is going to suck but governor's school is going to be amazing. i dk. we'll see.