OMG PLEASE make it stop!
I can't get him out of my head! Timmy This is for you hun, I love you. I realize that and I'm so afraid that if there's any hope that I could be yours that I'm gonna fuck it up in some way. I realzed it the moment I saw you again. After being gone for so long. And now...I can't stand it. the feelings inside are running around with no control. It's been so long since this feeling has come over me. I know it takes time and patience is something I have to work on. If I were to say anything to you right now I would tell you that I am here for you no matte what happens. That I love you. That you make anyone else that I might have looked at before you just another person not a what if. These feelings run rampid with no remorse to my soul. I'll wait for you but I beg of you....please don't make me wait forever. Baby if you gave us a shot I promise to do everything in my power to make you as happy as I can. Now, I can't promise everything will be perfect all the time. There probibly will be fights but oddly enough I can tell you right now the fights wouldn't change a thing about how I feel for you. I'm even looking forward to those fights so that we can make up. I could call you my baby with out a problem. Please.....The voices in my head wont rest untill you put them to rest. The butterflies in my stomach just keep multiplying.
I Love You Timmy...
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