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[bittersympathy]

you know people as a whole really blow. evreyones either heard it first, seen it first, wore it first, liked it first, whatever. but the fact is that someone can like what you like for the exact same reasons. jsut because they didnt hear, see, wear, or like it before you did, dosent mean they cant like it now. for example, i was going through joe dahlstroms livejournal and i stumbled across a last summers entry when loryn was here and brooke and anna hart and joe and me and andrew and evreyone was at eachothers throats all because anna hart commented on brookes journals because she saw empire records after her...AND LIKED IT! and i rmeber how angry i was just because it sucked that anna hart couldnt accept the fact that someone saw empire records. didnt that come out in like early 90's? im sure she didnt see it the day it came out. but basically im trying to say that even though iv said i hated all this poser shit, it still goes on and ill still do it and i guess its never going to end. but going to a public school last year and seeing people wear their regular clothes everyday really made me see that just because someone wears glitter and pink dosent mean they cant like rock. and i realize how judgemental i was throughout that whole year. when my mom used to say "god going to a public school is going to be so hard for you because youve been so sheltered all your life" i thought yeah right st paul kicked ass and we werent sheltered. but wow i was. everythig was really stereotypical. you could tell who listened to what music, who was a whore, who was a loser everyone made fun of, but vines was so much different. at st paul if i had seen laura or chelsea i would have never guessed that they could like pink floyd or nirvana just because of the way they dress. but they do and theyre awesome and i feel like an ass. and i thought it would be awesome to hang out with the people who dressed like me but turns out every person i knew who dressed like me was a pot head and a real ass. like youd think the rich abercrombie girls are the ones who seclude themselves from others and think theyre the best, ha but no, its the poor stoners who think they own everything. oh and heres a little tidbit for everyone who goes to vines or anyone who reads this SMOKING ISNT COOL. even though when i see a guy smoking i think its incredibly hot, i would never want him to do it because its cool. well i have no idea why i decided to write this because it just came to me all of the sudden that iv talked a lot of shit and judged alot of people and im so tired of seeing other people do it. so i should stop too. until someone comes up to me and says " i pretend to like music and dress like this to be cool" then i shouldnt say anything. or the next time i see someone wearing a nirvana shirt and i automaticaly think theyre wearing it becayse htey think kurt cobain is hot( even though one girl did do it and tell me she just thought he was hot, which did make me sad) this wasnt directed to anyone personally i just felt like typing this all out for me. but jesus this generation really sucks. i mean i really hate it. i wish i grew up in the 70's or the 90's. but. anyways. i think im done acutally i could type alot more on it but its 1210 and im missign conan. *but everyone remeber... other people can like the same stuff you do, even if they havent realized how good the "stuff"(whatver it may be) is until now.*

as said like conan at the end of every episode "goodnight everybody GOODNIIIIGHT"