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It's high time I started reviving this place :)
I haven't made much 2010 reviews nor 2011 resolutions, some say they're cliched but ugh who cares, it sums up my year and gives me a goal to look forward to, albeit not fulfilling my past resolutions but I'll try hard enough!
2010 for me was mad fast.
i made new classmates and once again, i got into the best class, since primary 6. good job, no???!
I spent the 2nd year with andrew :)
i visited hong kong, again (yes my bbf hates this place haha!)
i had my a levels. ugh, it was traumatic and frankly i know i hadn't put in my best and cheated myself a lot but i'm just hoping i do well enough to do social sciences or something..........yea i guess it's good enough :)
i 'renewed' my friendship with sally! the random emails (about school, teachers, gossips and even our problems) we exchange here and there show that we still have each other in our hearts and i hope i will never fall out with any of my friends, ever again. i rly missed you, S. x
lw bbf still stayed by me even when i was lazy, tired, tardy, busy studying. the silent support i've gotten from her cannot be seen by the eye but felt from the heart. we both know we have very different mentalities and 'poor' tastes but this will.not.tear.us.apart. i know sometimes i make fun of her but i still respect our differences very much ^^ and i'm glad i've found someone so dear :)
eileen the dear girl stood by me when my friends left. she always lent a listening ear when i needed one and we'd text the randomest of shit to each other without judging. :) i'm glad i've found someone i can confide my ridiculous bitchy thoughts to (and vice versa :D)
vera and vanessa my little sisters are also always here to correct my wrongs, to hang out etc. :) and i really treasure these moments well ^^
i'm glad i have friends who do not need to meet up often or talk to regularly so as to maintain a friendship. i always wanted someone whom i could turn to randomly at any time just to catch up. i cannot stand high maintenance in friendships and i'm glad none of my friends are.
and my reflections list shorten each year because i have less people to talk about, to be grateful for. i guess i've to admit that i have changed, and so have they and their attitude(s) t'wards me. i will not fight back, neither will i complain. i've gotten over it and i'm fine now, with a few good friends. besides, if no friends love me, my mommy will always love me. :)
2011 will be different. my future could be paved this year. i have to grow up now before i regret further.
i need to get rid of my tardiness cause i figured (well i always knew this actually, just that i never made it a point to do something about it) that it is a disgusting and silly habit to NOT kick. besides, if i don't change it now, then when?
i have to gain weight. i know, this seems to make it to 'val's list of resolutions for the new year' EVERY YEAR but fuck it, it always will be until i hit 45kg.
MORE patience, BETTER temper. everyone'll be happy! ^^
make a good choice outta what im getting on 0303. i wanna make it to a local university and i think i should start breeding good karma for myself. yes.
okay and this is it, a little late but better than never.
i didnt talk about my bf in this post because it's only for him t know :) he is the best i've ever dated and i want nobody else but him, because he loves me for what i do and who i am. :)
I haven't made much 2010 reviews nor 2011 resolutions, some say they're cliched but ugh who cares, it sums up my year and gives me a goal to look forward to, albeit not fulfilling my past resolutions but I'll try hard enough!
2010 for me was mad fast.
i made new classmates and once again, i got into the best class, since primary 6. good job, no???!
I spent the 2nd year with andrew :)
i visited hong kong, again (yes my bbf hates this place haha!)
i had my a levels. ugh, it was traumatic and frankly i know i hadn't put in my best and cheated myself a lot but i'm just hoping i do well enough to do social sciences or something..........yea i guess it's good enough :)
i 'renewed' my friendship with sally! the random emails (about school, teachers, gossips and even our problems) we exchange here and there show that we still have each other in our hearts and i hope i will never fall out with any of my friends, ever again. i rly missed you, S. x
lw bbf still stayed by me even when i was lazy, tired, tardy, busy studying. the silent support i've gotten from her cannot be seen by the eye but felt from the heart. we both know we have very different mentalities and 'poor' tastes but this will.not.tear.us.apart. i know sometimes i make fun of her but i still respect our differences very much ^^ and i'm glad i've found someone so dear :)
eileen the dear girl stood by me when my friends left. she always lent a listening ear when i needed one and we'd text the randomest of shit to each other without judging. :) i'm glad i've found someone i can confide my ridiculous bitchy thoughts to (and vice versa :D)
vera and vanessa my little sisters are also always here to correct my wrongs, to hang out etc. :) and i really treasure these moments well ^^
i'm glad i have friends who do not need to meet up often or talk to regularly so as to maintain a friendship. i always wanted someone whom i could turn to randomly at any time just to catch up. i cannot stand high maintenance in friendships and i'm glad none of my friends are.
and my reflections list shorten each year because i have less people to talk about, to be grateful for. i guess i've to admit that i have changed, and so have they and their attitude(s) t'wards me. i will not fight back, neither will i complain. i've gotten over it and i'm fine now, with a few good friends. besides, if no friends love me, my mommy will always love me. :)
2011 will be different. my future could be paved this year. i have to grow up now before i regret further.
i need to get rid of my tardiness cause i figured (well i always knew this actually, just that i never made it a point to do something about it) that it is a disgusting and silly habit to NOT kick. besides, if i don't change it now, then when?
i have to gain weight. i know, this seems to make it to 'val's list of resolutions for the new year' EVERY YEAR but fuck it, it always will be until i hit 45kg.
MORE patience, BETTER temper. everyone'll be happy! ^^
make a good choice outta what im getting on 0303. i wanna make it to a local university and i think i should start breeding good karma for myself. yes.
okay and this is it, a little late but better than never.
i didnt talk about my bf in this post because it's only for him t know :) he is the best i've ever dated and i want nobody else but him, because he loves me for what i do and who i am. :)