the war is ending
these past two days saw me doing confidently in papers. not so much today. was hoping for full marks yesterday but found out some mistakes here and there after the paper felt miserablllle. but anyway, history today, was fine, panic attacks are taking the better of me but i can work with them, apart from the occasional breakdowns. im just too desperate but i see myself wanting something so badly. on tues, cried like mad after econs but felt much better after realising its no point either anyway so yeah i guess i just needa 'chillax' so much more.
i cant deal with the amount of stress really.
lit's tomorrow, stop telling me it's easy cause im kinda sick of getting E, i want a C/D this time. C for Wuthering D for Taming I HOPE.
and for history next week, im pretty hopeful. its the last chance SR is gonna give me, and the last chance im giving myself. the opp cost is far.too.great. else i'll just be studying for the last time in SR and i dont want that to happen. :(
thanks for your supportttt loves (hehehe i sound like a celeb, COOLMUCH.)
i wish i could redo econs all.over.again, but its over.
c'mon copiouschaos hehehe we can make it up to j2a01:)
i cant deal with the amount of stress really.
lit's tomorrow, stop telling me it's easy cause im kinda sick of getting E, i want a C/D this time. C for Wuthering D for Taming I HOPE.
and for history next week, im pretty hopeful. its the last chance SR is gonna give me, and the last chance im giving myself. the opp cost is far.too.great. else i'll just be studying for the last time in SR and i dont want that to happen. :(
thanks for your supportttt loves (hehehe i sound like a celeb, COOLMUCH.)
i wish i could redo econs all.over.again, but its over.
c'mon copiouschaos hehehe we can make it up to j2a01:)