Backstabber.. when you're in disguise..
wow... never thought two close people would backstab me like that. Now I know to never trust people ever again.
I'm becoming jaded to any aspect of trust and feelings towards people. Time and time again, no matter WHO they are.... people let you down. They lie, they cheat, they do whatever the hell they want to benefit THEM. So what do we do when they've thrown us to the streets? forgive? forget? grudge? I don't even know anymore... I just try to harden my heart more.
That, and buying shit. goddamn i spent over 100bucks today at the mall. And since when did I buy super fancy outfits and shit the buckhead crew wears? Marlee and A.D. are totally warping me... i guess maybe it is time to grow up? ehh...
i only listen to pop/rap songs right now.. prob bc i dont want to hear sad love songs... dance music makes my life right now... play the field.
I'm becoming jaded to any aspect of trust and feelings towards people. Time and time again, no matter WHO they are.... people let you down. They lie, they cheat, they do whatever the hell they want to benefit THEM. So what do we do when they've thrown us to the streets? forgive? forget? grudge? I don't even know anymore... I just try to harden my heart more.
That, and buying shit. goddamn i spent over 100bucks today at the mall. And since when did I buy super fancy outfits and shit the buckhead crew wears? Marlee and A.D. are totally warping me... i guess maybe it is time to grow up? ehh...
i only listen to pop/rap songs right now.. prob bc i dont want to hear sad love songs... dance music makes my life right now... play the field.