siighhhh...
I think life is just gonna always be one messed up rollercoaster after another. The things i want and need, head and heart, wish and try, are never the same thing.
I really really really liked him. Like I could have possibly loved him if I had allowed myself.... but once again the timing wasn't right. And I can't sit there waiting for that time to come. I'm rather impatient.
At best, I got a good friend out of it.
At worst I got another reminder of how fairy tales never happen.
Give me a goddamn handsome prince on his white horse. Or in this case a hot sugar daddy with a white porche.
::focus is back to the task at hand::
I really really really liked him. Like I could have possibly loved him if I had allowed myself.... but once again the timing wasn't right. And I can't sit there waiting for that time to come. I'm rather impatient.
At best, I got a good friend out of it.
At worst I got another reminder of how fairy tales never happen.
Give me a goddamn handsome prince on his white horse. Or in this case a hot sugar daddy with a white porche.
::focus is back to the task at hand::