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this is ridiculouuus.

its never ending

you always want what you cannot have

and now that you can't have it of course it becomes more appealing

you didn't want it before

but now that it doesn't want you, you would give anything for it

that's all you think about

but..

if it turned out to go your way and it wanted you again

would you want it

i think this time i would

or maybe not, maybe i only want what i cannot have.

vicous,vicious,goddamnviciouscyle.