emotionally i am dyin
i know everyone is technically dying but emotionally i think i'm extreamly close to being gone, my family is making me feel like i am up most and utterly f**ked up, which i think i am a bit but not that badly. And in all this chaos of sending me back and forth to shrinks i have missed hanging out with jessica one last time because she is now on her way to new jersey, my family is chosing everything i do and its driving me nuts they give me no time for my friends, and sooner or later they are all going to hate me, becuase i am never their for them, and a real friend is....
speaking of real friends one of mine is in the hospital and i have been so busy with the shrink stuff i just found out he has been in there for almost a week now... i'm going to visit him today around 4pm once i get done with my family stuff today.. i feel so bad he tore his stomach open by bowling, see bolwing can be a dangerous thing...
i am so tired of talking about whats inside of me so sorry everyone this one is short...
love ya all,
tabetha
speaking of real friends one of mine is in the hospital and i have been so busy with the shrink stuff i just found out he has been in there for almost a week now... i'm going to visit him today around 4pm once i get done with my family stuff today.. i feel so bad he tore his stomach open by bowling, see bolwing can be a dangerous thing...
i am so tired of talking about whats inside of me so sorry everyone this one is short...
love ya all,
tabetha