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hello past....good bye future....i cant deal with nor fathom this dichotomy shit and how this figures into a future and yet i dont see one without...it makes me think the only way to deal with a future is to believe there isnt one and that the there is only two options and that is to stop exsisting now...or to exsist as if there is no future...makes me wonder whats keeping me from doing what and all drugs i could or realy what there is to strive for when it all is for nothing and for anything that can be taken away in an instant....