Nov 15, 2003 23:30
i don't wanna start off on a sour note, but this is my god damn LJ, so i'll do whatever i fucking please.
~love is a pathetic thing. it's like people say it to feel better about themselves or just to bullshit to other so they won't hate them. i'm starting to think my ex-boyfriend's like that. reason why? 1) he never talked to me while dating, 2) after we broke up, he's already gonna ask someone out, while i can't even talk to steve, and 3) he's completing ignoring the fact that i really REALLY liked him.
bullshit.
about steve: yeah, jj told him that i liked him. he knows my mom, because she gave him a detention (he never showed but apologized). and i got violent jon to find some shit about him. so yeah, all i need to do is talk to him, which will make me look more like an ass, as if i don't already with my spasms about llamas.
tonight was fun. we had the play, which went well. then i went to the cast party, getting a ride from lisa. we were there and i picked fights and just had a good time, something i haven't done in a while.
that's all i wanna say. i'm tired.
MCL