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Last week I listened Avril Lavigne 1st album a lot... Normally I don't do it.. I listen to her only when I'm extremely depressed od stressed od angry.. so it's like 2 times a year or so.. and I don't know why I like to listen to her.. I know it's weird but her songs somehow helps me o_O
Recently I often had bad thoughts.. I wanted to die few times ;( but don't worry.. I won't do anything stupid. I'm not capable of committing suicide o_O I'm responsible enough to bear with consequences and face with problems I made myself T_T even if it's so hard to do..
I don't know why I tell you all these... Sorry.. I thing I just want to share with somebody my feelings..
Oh Geez I'm so extremely exhausted.. I wanna rest for a while and relax, but it's not time for that.. I still have so many things to do :( I have to be strong and do my best till end.. I only hope everything will be all right and my effort won't be wasted.. I had to believe.. Monday will be decisive.. Wish me luck and cross your fingers :)
'And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't (...)
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day (...)
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't (...)
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...'
I can't use internet for a while ;( so I'm so behind in DBSK news.. It's so unfair.. They had concert last week and I can't watch any fancams and news or read about them T_T
But I have one (and only one) good news. My order form YesAsia arrived :D It lies at my friend's house :D Can't wait when I'll be able to receive it ^^'
I get Battle 1st single, Se7en - Se7olution, DBSK - O (ver. D), Rising Sun repackage, Rising Sun concert and planner :D
OK.. I'll better end this depressing and complaining entry... See Ya
Recently I often had bad thoughts.. I wanted to die few times ;( but don't worry.. I won't do anything stupid. I'm not capable of committing suicide o_O I'm responsible enough to bear with consequences and face with problems I made myself T_T even if it's so hard to do..
I don't know why I tell you all these... Sorry.. I thing I just want to share with somebody my feelings..
Oh Geez I'm so extremely exhausted.. I wanna rest for a while and relax, but it's not time for that.. I still have so many things to do :( I have to be strong and do my best till end.. I only hope everything will be all right and my effort won't be wasted.. I had to believe.. Monday will be decisive.. Wish me luck and cross your fingers :)
'And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't (...)
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day (...)
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't (...)
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...'
I can't use internet for a while ;( so I'm so behind in DBSK news.. It's so unfair.. They had concert last week and I can't watch any fancams and news or read about them T_T
But I have one (and only one) good news. My order form YesAsia arrived :D It lies at my friend's house :D Can't wait when I'll be able to receive it ^^'
I get Battle 1st single, Se7en - Se7olution, DBSK - O (ver. D), Rising Sun repackage, Rising Sun concert and planner :D
OK.. I'll better end this depressing and complaining entry... See Ya