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so it's really kinda wierd yet good.
I saw Kailan on Saturday, and for some reason
it's not affecting me in the way I thought it would.
I'm not moping around and crying over him
I think it might be because now I got what I wanted
I got the closure I needed, and I know
that this time he's not coming back.
and what's even more wierd, is I'm ok with that.
and I like it. I'm glad I'm not hurting.