Mar 01, 2005 19:13
[...she's waiting for something to feel alive...]
...the only thing wrong with snow is you can clearly see there's only one set of footprints and you always know they're yours...
Emo time?? I think so...
Monday was awesome I really got stupid lucky with that and I don't even know why...or maybe I do but that's a bitter reason that I'll save for a bitter entry...for starters my more than mediocre essay on Descartes' got me a B+ ...are you shocked... cause I know I was...then that test on the entire 200 pg book of which I got to definitely more tahn 20 pages for sure but definitely not 200... I got a 92!!!!! EYYYYY!!!! That's my thoughts right thur!
Then something really awesome happened and my life can be a little better, but I just wish the rest of that wish can come true for me too...confusing?...I know...
Then Monday night...the snow really did something...or maybe it was the conversation over break that got into my mind but the snow had a little emo in it...and it hit me...and it happened again...
I got lost in emoness and went outside and sat in the snow for 15 mintues and wow...but you know I only wished I had stayed out there longer...and next time I will...the last time I lost my thoughts in emoness i was out in the rain for two hours-part of the worst birthday ever...which ends in bitterness so thus that part of this ends right hur!
Then today I was supposed to go out but something that happened Monday night triggered emoness and I couldnt get in touch with my friend so nothing happened and I wished I napped...and I think I will go take a nap now because yea...actually I think i'm going to work on my 15 minutes with God and then go for that nap...