Life sucks.
Well......I just got one of the biggest rejections of my life......-_- 'dun really want to write what it is, but if you care to know at all, IM me....I guess my so called friends that I trusted aren't really my friends....I don't know.....now I can't trust *anybody*...I'm so alone....I think I'm starting to want to move, and farrrrrrrrr away, thank you.......I'm glad I have music like Evanescence, it atleast keeps me sane and from harming anyone physically or whatever...-sighs- I'm just thinking about cutting everybody out of my life 'cept Kyle and Lydia....they seem to be at least non-problematic.....heh.......yeah........wow......I didn't think I was that annoying to people........now I feel like to everybody else I'm Charlene or something(sorry Charlie baby, no offence I love you)
heh.......bad, bad cover up.....oh well, fuck everything.......if nobody is going to care about my feelings, then I'm not gonna care about theres......:p well, I hope this summer will be fun, WITHOUT "them"......it might seem hurtful to say this, but I think I've taken more than I should have had to.......I don't need to put up with people's shit, I'll just find people who enjoy my company, thank you......oh well, we are only 14, right? It's not like we'll even know or care about each other in a few more years......hah, I'm really not that special......you'll always get over a friendship with somebody......no biggie.....:) *gives the bird* fuck everyone, and have a happy, happy, HAPPY JOYFUL day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
~Strong sad a.k.a. Tanya
heh.......bad, bad cover up.....oh well, fuck everything.......if nobody is going to care about my feelings, then I'm not gonna care about theres......:p well, I hope this summer will be fun, WITHOUT "them"......it might seem hurtful to say this, but I think I've taken more than I should have had to.......I don't need to put up with people's shit, I'll just find people who enjoy my company, thank you......oh well, we are only 14, right? It's not like we'll even know or care about each other in a few more years......hah, I'm really not that special......you'll always get over a friendship with somebody......no biggie.....:) *gives the bird* fuck everyone, and have a happy, happy, HAPPY JOYFUL day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
~Strong sad a.k.a. Tanya