public entry to satisfy
i write in my livejournal to express my feelings
some of them harsh about certain people in my life, especially when i am hurt.
first off... i dont write this to make people fuckin smile. i write about my day and my feelings. if they offend you, talk to me. more then likely you are either reading them wrong or there is something wrong and we can fix it
recently one of my good friends did something and i took it a little extreme... got a little hurt... a lot of jealous.
sarah finally talked to me about it today and i apologized for saying a bunch of bs about her life that wasnt needed. it was definitley wrong of me to say the things i said about things that didnt need to be brought up anywhere and when a friend confides with you about anything the minute you feel betrayed even if nothing is really wrong you dont blurt it out.
so heres the story. sarah, i am sorry. i know you wanted this on here and we are talking on aim about it right now and im sorry for saying things about your personal life and portraying you in TOTALLY the wrong way because you are one of my favorite girls ever and when i finally heard the story right i felt terrible.
shanna.... i cant even begin to tell you how betrayed i feel right now. i wont go into it on here, but if you ever want to talk you have the number.
as for now i am keeping my distance because i dont agree with what is going on
and im not okay with you hanging out with adam even if i do have a new boyfriend
and im not okay with adam with any of your friends - nice to get that off my chest.
i dont control adam. he will choose who he wants i just wish it wasnt out here or with anyone that i might be around at any time.
i left adam because he hurt me.. over and over again.. i still care about him and im not going back to him but it fucking hurts. because i am a jealous person and well it just hurts. its not supposed to be easy getting over a person and thank GOD i have the people in my life that i do to help me get through this bullshit.
so, from now on, anything personal or me just wanting to scream about bullshit, isnt going here.
i will have a different journal for that shit.
and i wont bad mouth my friends in it even if they drive me nuts. even if im hurt.
because appearantly i cant control my feelings and blurt out shit on the internet that shouldnt be said and is exaggerated.
and i am seriously sorry about that.
some of them harsh about certain people in my life, especially when i am hurt.
first off... i dont write this to make people fuckin smile. i write about my day and my feelings. if they offend you, talk to me. more then likely you are either reading them wrong or there is something wrong and we can fix it
recently one of my good friends did something and i took it a little extreme... got a little hurt... a lot of jealous.
sarah finally talked to me about it today and i apologized for saying a bunch of bs about her life that wasnt needed. it was definitley wrong of me to say the things i said about things that didnt need to be brought up anywhere and when a friend confides with you about anything the minute you feel betrayed even if nothing is really wrong you dont blurt it out.
so heres the story. sarah, i am sorry. i know you wanted this on here and we are talking on aim about it right now and im sorry for saying things about your personal life and portraying you in TOTALLY the wrong way because you are one of my favorite girls ever and when i finally heard the story right i felt terrible.
shanna.... i cant even begin to tell you how betrayed i feel right now. i wont go into it on here, but if you ever want to talk you have the number.
as for now i am keeping my distance because i dont agree with what is going on
and im not okay with you hanging out with adam even if i do have a new boyfriend
and im not okay with adam with any of your friends - nice to get that off my chest.
i dont control adam. he will choose who he wants i just wish it wasnt out here or with anyone that i might be around at any time.
i left adam because he hurt me.. over and over again.. i still care about him and im not going back to him but it fucking hurts. because i am a jealous person and well it just hurts. its not supposed to be easy getting over a person and thank GOD i have the people in my life that i do to help me get through this bullshit.
so, from now on, anything personal or me just wanting to scream about bullshit, isnt going here.
i will have a different journal for that shit.
and i wont bad mouth my friends in it even if they drive me nuts. even if im hurt.
because appearantly i cant control my feelings and blurt out shit on the internet that shouldnt be said and is exaggerated.
and i am seriously sorry about that.