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-xx- FIRSTS -xx-
First best friend: Steven Hauenstine in kindergarten
First car: 1992 white Cavelier
First Screen name: something that had to do with babygirl... dont exactly remember brybry made it for me on my laptop though!! haha
First funeral: ummm... first funeral i knew the person at was my grandmas or the dean's grandma who was basically my grandma too...
First pets: awww tyler my scottish terrier i think its called?
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was 6 months old!!!
First credit card: ha. deff my own when i got outta school. which is a good thing cuz i wouldve been effed.
First true love: i have a big heart and ive let a few in but the first guy i allowed in completely was Joe Kelemen.
First enemy: haha... Joe Snively or Angie Parcell- but then we were cool
First big trip: prolly any trip to canada or maybe florida with my mom and grandma and 10 of the canadians!! i was like 11
-xx- LASTS -xx-
Last cigarette: this morning... plz nobody kick my ass!!!
Last car ride: into work this morning
Last good cry: my last good cry was probably a few weeks ago with bryan after sitting in a community school parking lot...
Last library book checked out: OM effin gosh i dont go to the library half as much as i prolly should...
Last beverage drank: my new favorite- diet cherry vanilla dr. pepper.
Last food consumed: Fridays
Last time showered: damn my alarm for not going off this morning- yesterday... ew.
Last shoes worn: my Doc Martins. my DM's- haha. i love them
Last item bought: pizza last night?? slurpees??
Last time wanting to die: die? no. curl up in a ball in a dark corner- last week.
Last shirt worn: last shirt worn?? im wearing my orange fleece gap hoodie right now!
-xx-I...-xx-
01. I see: my desk at work and a bunch of crap stuff on it.
02. I need: to get back into school- to stop eating junk and go back on adkins and work out.
03. I find: that i cant stop smiling from just talking to you in the morning.
04. I want: it to be 6 already.
05. I have: such a blessed life no matter what goes wrong
06. I wish: i could wake up 20 pounds lighter- im gonna keep this one from kris' cuz thats an awesome wish.
07. I love: my mom, my canadian family, my good friends, & of course P wow.
08. I hate: being hungry and lies.
09. I miss: possibly my junior year and talking to mark or rocking out in his car. Snade Sleepovers. the feeling i would get at any cheer competition ive been in...
10. I fear: not being successful.
11. I feel: like everything is falling into place
12. I hear: rhonda and kathy talking. me typing. papers moving around..
13. I smell: like clean laundry. mmm
14. I crave: just one more kiss from him... or maybe more... but just one would get me through the day.
15. I search: for the right words to say.
16. I wonder: if ill get married by the time im 40 and if ill be happy.
17. I regret: u cant regret anything. never regret something that at one point made you smile, because at that time- it was the right thing.
-xx- In the last 48 hours, Have You... -xx-
01. Cried: a little this morning because i was so happy... it was really weird. sun shining. listening to wonderwall. and hearing kris' voice just made my day.
02. Bought something: yes?
03. Gotten sick: felt like i could
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: Yes
06. Been kissed: uh huh
07. Felt stupid: ha a little when i ramble on sometimes...
09. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no WAYY. always say how u feel
10. Met someone new: ummm yah! the guy that was in from Scotts in Montana. he was pretty fuckin awesome.
11. Moved on: not moved on... more like got on with my life
12. Talk to an ex: yep.
13. Missed an ex: not really. everything happens for a reason. maybe missed what we used to have?? thats a better way of putting it.
14. Talked to someone you have a crush on: i wouldnt call it so much a crush anymore although it is really cute like that.
15. Had a serious talk: ugh... yah. i was so nervous for it too.
16. Missed someone: Yes
17. Hugged someone: Yes
18. Fought with your parents: not really faught because i just walked away from the arguement that couldve happened.
19. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: not in the past 48 hours... but this past week i had a dream about my deceased grandma. i dont think thats what this question means though.
-xx- Social Life -xx-
01. Best girl friends: jessi dean since before she was born (our moms are best friends so we grew up together) mara sweet since like 7th grade and even though she moved we were always close like nothinig happened. nikki. cuz we are like so amazing together. crystal since like 5th grade.
02. Best guy friends: Brybry and Kyle. sometimes josh depending on who his gf is and if she goes crazy bitch on him or not for hanging out with me- which is understandable.
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Kris.
04. If no, current dating partner: above. isnt this the same thing though?
05. Hobbies: eating lately. ew. i used to work out and run and stuff... maybe i will tonight?!?!? woot.
06. Pager: ha. i never had a junk box like that.
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: probably more towards wallflower cuz im not that outgoing at first.
08. What type automobile do you drive: 2002 red focus. its awesome but i want a car like my moms which i love driving around- so i guess i drive that too its a brand new black 2005 jeep liberty. hawtt.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: id be happy with a liberty... or an audi tt convertible. yah... ill settle for that!! ha.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: i liked last night. sitting with my friends and my man at fridays. best of both worlds.
11. Where is the best hangout: oh wow... ummm i like cassie's or bryans work. ha.
12. Do you have a job: im at it right now.
13. Do you attend church: i wish i had time too.. but i believe.
14. Do you like being around people: ummm.. who doesnt??
-xx- Personal -xx-
01. Who is your role model: i dont think i have one. i like me. i dont want to be like or look up to anyone else i want to end up like me.
02. What are your pet peeves: lies. chewing really loud. being late.
04. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yah like a million years ago i didnt have a chance with anyone cuz i was UGLY!! haha but he made it clear to me that he regretted not taking a chance with me in high school.. so sorry too late!!
05. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yah. im normal. i care.
06. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: ummm... not really. i do like gay guys however... haha.
07. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no. gross.
08. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes and i probably have cuz im just a bitch like that.
09. Ever been cheated on: yes. and u 2 get a big FUCK you for hurting me!! :) thanks for making me stronger though.
10. Ever said I love you to a significant other: always.
12. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship. hookup. gross.
13. Want someone you don't have right now: i really want to make up with someone who was my best friend for like 5 years...cuz i miss him more everyday.
14. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yah. it ruins shit.
15. Do you want to get married: probably more then any other girl i know.
16. Do you want kids: yes.
17. Do you believe in psychics: yes. very much so.
18. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: i hope so cuz id like to know the person for a while before i get married and well... almost being 20 id like to get married before im 30!! it gives me 10 years to get to know them.
19. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i really like my eyes- my feet (cuz i love cute feet) and probably my chest.
20. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i have a huge heart.
21. Are you happy with you: my decisions sometimes no but overall yes.
22. Are you happy with your life: yes.
23. Are you depressed right now? well... i dont feel it but i am.
24. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would or could be in school. i wouldnt be in debt.
-xx- Random -xx-
*The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: WHY THE HECK DIDNT MY ALARM GO OFF
*The last image/thought you go to sleep with: anything peaceful.
*The first feature you notice in the opppposite sex: facial features all around
*The Best Name for a Butler: either the butlers name from Mr. Deeds or from fresh prince- i cant think of the names right now
*Your best feature: my personality
*Your bedtime: ha. between 12-sometimes 5 am
*Your greatest fear: being alone.
-xx- Do you -xx-
*Take a shower everyday? yah
* Have a (any) crush (es)? yah
*Do you think you've been in love? yes. i know i have. i also know that there are different ways to be in love and that sometimes u fall out of being in love but u always LOVE the person
*Want to go to college? id probably do anything to be going to WMU right now, or my massage therapy institute.
*Like high school? i loved it.
*Type with your fingers on the right keys? only cuz i can.
*Believe in yourself? yes. and im going with my gut feeling.
*Get motion sickness? not really ever. except when i just ate and someone shakes me
*Think you're a health freak? ha no.
*Get along with your parents? sometimes my mom but yah my dad can go....
*Like thunderstorms? one of the most beautiful things ever!!!
-xx- The future -xx-
*Age you hope to be married: 25.
*Number and Names of Children: 4 kids hopefully. 2 boys Caleb & Zachary. 2 girls- Audrianna and Kristianna.
*Where do you see yourself at age 25? being successful hopefully. maybe traveling on a cruise liner doing massage therapy
*Descibe your Dream Wedding: ive done this before. hawaii. on a beach. only closest family and friends. a beautiful white gown and white sandals to go with it. oh.. and my handsome husband next to me. that would be a good addition.
*What do you want to be when you grow up? same thing ive said since i was 3... a mom. and a massage therapist
*What country would you most like to visit? Austrailia
*Best hair/eye color? i like dark hair and light eyes. thats amazingly hot.
*Short or long hair? wow... ummm i like longer hair on guys- at least enough for me to run my fingers through and massage.
*Best height? for a guy 6 ft exact
*Best weight? healthy i dont really care about weight just as long as you look good and are happy with yourself.
-xx- Other -xx-
*When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? last night. always.
*How many rings until you answer the phone? ha... maybe 3?
*What's on your mouse pad? at home its ummm.. i cant remember. i have a work mousepad with our logo on it here.
*How many houses have you lived in? 3 homes.
*How many schools have you gone to? ummm 2 elementaries 1 middle 1 high school and 1 college.
*What was the best time of your life so far? junior year of high school or maybe adrian for the first semester.
((i would like everyone to know that because im so busy at work its now 11:25 a.m and im finished with this!!))
First best friend: Steven Hauenstine in kindergarten
First car: 1992 white Cavelier
First Screen name: something that had to do with babygirl... dont exactly remember brybry made it for me on my laptop though!! haha
First funeral: ummm... first funeral i knew the person at was my grandmas or the dean's grandma who was basically my grandma too...
First pets: awww tyler my scottish terrier i think its called?
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was 6 months old!!!
First credit card: ha. deff my own when i got outta school. which is a good thing cuz i wouldve been effed.
First true love: i have a big heart and ive let a few in but the first guy i allowed in completely was Joe Kelemen.
First enemy: haha... Joe Snively or Angie Parcell- but then we were cool
First big trip: prolly any trip to canada or maybe florida with my mom and grandma and 10 of the canadians!! i was like 11
-xx- LASTS -xx-
Last cigarette: this morning... plz nobody kick my ass!!!
Last car ride: into work this morning
Last good cry: my last good cry was probably a few weeks ago with bryan after sitting in a community school parking lot...
Last library book checked out: OM effin gosh i dont go to the library half as much as i prolly should...
Last beverage drank: my new favorite- diet cherry vanilla dr. pepper.
Last food consumed: Fridays
Last time showered: damn my alarm for not going off this morning- yesterday... ew.
Last shoes worn: my Doc Martins. my DM's- haha. i love them
Last item bought: pizza last night?? slurpees??
Last time wanting to die: die? no. curl up in a ball in a dark corner- last week.
Last shirt worn: last shirt worn?? im wearing my orange fleece gap hoodie right now!
-xx-I...-xx-
01. I see: my desk at work and a bunch of crap stuff on it.
02. I need: to get back into school- to stop eating junk and go back on adkins and work out.
03. I find: that i cant stop smiling from just talking to you in the morning.
04. I want: it to be 6 already.
05. I have: such a blessed life no matter what goes wrong
06. I wish: i could wake up 20 pounds lighter- im gonna keep this one from kris' cuz thats an awesome wish.
07. I love: my mom, my canadian family, my good friends, & of course P wow.
08. I hate: being hungry and lies.
09. I miss: possibly my junior year and talking to mark or rocking out in his car. Snade Sleepovers. the feeling i would get at any cheer competition ive been in...
10. I fear: not being successful.
11. I feel: like everything is falling into place
12. I hear: rhonda and kathy talking. me typing. papers moving around..
13. I smell: like clean laundry. mmm
14. I crave: just one more kiss from him... or maybe more... but just one would get me through the day.
15. I search: for the right words to say.
16. I wonder: if ill get married by the time im 40 and if ill be happy.
17. I regret: u cant regret anything. never regret something that at one point made you smile, because at that time- it was the right thing.
-xx- In the last 48 hours, Have You... -xx-
01. Cried: a little this morning because i was so happy... it was really weird. sun shining. listening to wonderwall. and hearing kris' voice just made my day.
02. Bought something: yes?
03. Gotten sick: felt like i could
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: Yes
06. Been kissed: uh huh
07. Felt stupid: ha a little when i ramble on sometimes...
09. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no WAYY. always say how u feel
10. Met someone new: ummm yah! the guy that was in from Scotts in Montana. he was pretty fuckin awesome.
11. Moved on: not moved on... more like got on with my life
12. Talk to an ex: yep.
13. Missed an ex: not really. everything happens for a reason. maybe missed what we used to have?? thats a better way of putting it.
14. Talked to someone you have a crush on: i wouldnt call it so much a crush anymore although it is really cute like that.
15. Had a serious talk: ugh... yah. i was so nervous for it too.
16. Missed someone: Yes
17. Hugged someone: Yes
18. Fought with your parents: not really faught because i just walked away from the arguement that couldve happened.
19. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: not in the past 48 hours... but this past week i had a dream about my deceased grandma. i dont think thats what this question means though.
-xx- Social Life -xx-
01. Best girl friends: jessi dean since before she was born (our moms are best friends so we grew up together) mara sweet since like 7th grade and even though she moved we were always close like nothinig happened. nikki. cuz we are like so amazing together. crystal since like 5th grade.
02. Best guy friends: Brybry and Kyle. sometimes josh depending on who his gf is and if she goes crazy bitch on him or not for hanging out with me- which is understandable.
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Kris.
04. If no, current dating partner: above. isnt this the same thing though?
05. Hobbies: eating lately. ew. i used to work out and run and stuff... maybe i will tonight?!?!? woot.
06. Pager: ha. i never had a junk box like that.
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: probably more towards wallflower cuz im not that outgoing at first.
08. What type automobile do you drive: 2002 red focus. its awesome but i want a car like my moms which i love driving around- so i guess i drive that too its a brand new black 2005 jeep liberty. hawtt.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: id be happy with a liberty... or an audi tt convertible. yah... ill settle for that!! ha.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: i liked last night. sitting with my friends and my man at fridays. best of both worlds.
11. Where is the best hangout: oh wow... ummm i like cassie's or bryans work. ha.
12. Do you have a job: im at it right now.
13. Do you attend church: i wish i had time too.. but i believe.
14. Do you like being around people: ummm.. who doesnt??
-xx- Personal -xx-
01. Who is your role model: i dont think i have one. i like me. i dont want to be like or look up to anyone else i want to end up like me.
02. What are your pet peeves: lies. chewing really loud. being late.
04. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yah like a million years ago i didnt have a chance with anyone cuz i was UGLY!! haha but he made it clear to me that he regretted not taking a chance with me in high school.. so sorry too late!!
05. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yah. im normal. i care.
06. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: ummm... not really. i do like gay guys however... haha.
07. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no. gross.
08. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes and i probably have cuz im just a bitch like that.
09. Ever been cheated on: yes. and u 2 get a big FUCK you for hurting me!! :) thanks for making me stronger though.
10. Ever said I love you to a significant other: always.
12. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship. hookup. gross.
13. Want someone you don't have right now: i really want to make up with someone who was my best friend for like 5 years...cuz i miss him more everyday.
14. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yah. it ruins shit.
15. Do you want to get married: probably more then any other girl i know.
16. Do you want kids: yes.
17. Do you believe in psychics: yes. very much so.
18. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: i hope so cuz id like to know the person for a while before i get married and well... almost being 20 id like to get married before im 30!! it gives me 10 years to get to know them.
19. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i really like my eyes- my feet (cuz i love cute feet) and probably my chest.
20. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i have a huge heart.
21. Are you happy with you: my decisions sometimes no but overall yes.
22. Are you happy with your life: yes.
23. Are you depressed right now? well... i dont feel it but i am.
24. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would or could be in school. i wouldnt be in debt.
-xx- Random -xx-
*The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: WHY THE HECK DIDNT MY ALARM GO OFF
*The last image/thought you go to sleep with: anything peaceful.
*The first feature you notice in the opppposite sex: facial features all around
*The Best Name for a Butler: either the butlers name from Mr. Deeds or from fresh prince- i cant think of the names right now
*Your best feature: my personality
*Your bedtime: ha. between 12-sometimes 5 am
*Your greatest fear: being alone.
-xx- Do you -xx-
*Take a shower everyday? yah
* Have a (any) crush (es)? yah
*Do you think you've been in love? yes. i know i have. i also know that there are different ways to be in love and that sometimes u fall out of being in love but u always LOVE the person
*Want to go to college? id probably do anything to be going to WMU right now, or my massage therapy institute.
*Like high school? i loved it.
*Type with your fingers on the right keys? only cuz i can.
*Believe in yourself? yes. and im going with my gut feeling.
*Get motion sickness? not really ever. except when i just ate and someone shakes me
*Think you're a health freak? ha no.
*Get along with your parents? sometimes my mom but yah my dad can go....
*Like thunderstorms? one of the most beautiful things ever!!!
-xx- The future -xx-
*Age you hope to be married: 25.
*Number and Names of Children: 4 kids hopefully. 2 boys Caleb & Zachary. 2 girls- Audrianna and Kristianna.
*Where do you see yourself at age 25? being successful hopefully. maybe traveling on a cruise liner doing massage therapy
*Descibe your Dream Wedding: ive done this before. hawaii. on a beach. only closest family and friends. a beautiful white gown and white sandals to go with it. oh.. and my handsome husband next to me. that would be a good addition.
*What do you want to be when you grow up? same thing ive said since i was 3... a mom. and a massage therapist
*What country would you most like to visit? Austrailia
*Best hair/eye color? i like dark hair and light eyes. thats amazingly hot.
*Short or long hair? wow... ummm i like longer hair on guys- at least enough for me to run my fingers through and massage.
*Best height? for a guy 6 ft exact
*Best weight? healthy i dont really care about weight just as long as you look good and are happy with yourself.
-xx- Other -xx-
*When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? last night. always.
*How many rings until you answer the phone? ha... maybe 3?
*What's on your mouse pad? at home its ummm.. i cant remember. i have a work mousepad with our logo on it here.
*How many houses have you lived in? 3 homes.
*How many schools have you gone to? ummm 2 elementaries 1 middle 1 high school and 1 college.
*What was the best time of your life so far? junior year of high school or maybe adrian for the first semester.
((i would like everyone to know that because im so busy at work its now 11:25 a.m and im finished with this!!))