Aug 16, 2005 12:10
And you can't stop me. We are not but floating heads! You cannot arrest us! Im not going to be around much probably until after my birthday. September 8. If I am around my entries will be very insane. Shut up. I will do whatever the fuck I want with this journal, after all it's mine. I dont think I can post anymore because none of you understand what I am going through. What I want to post about. You all just ask me if I am sad. And Im sorry, but that makes things worse. I need to speak with Amanda right now and get some bed rest. I ask you not to post "I hope you feel better" because that will only piss me off more. You have done nothing wrong, there's something wrong with me not you.
FURTHERMORE MY FUCKING FUNERAL IS ON HAITUS BECAUSE I AM UNABLE TO SANELY HAVE IT BUT IT WILL BE HELD IN THE NEAR FUTURE! TILL THEN HAVE A MORBIDLY FUN TIME I WILL MISS YOU MUCH......OR WILL I? SEE THATS ONE OF THOSE THINGS WHERE YOURE GOING TO ASK ME IF IM SAD. IM NOT. IM JUST TIRED AND AFRAID THAT I CANT CARRY MY CURRENT LOAD.