Its almost 9am
Im so fucking tired. I hate sleep. It happend again, but this time I woke up crying. I had another Diana dream. I am sick of these! This was worse than the others. Why? Cause we were friends again. Like we used to be. It's still fresh in my brain.
I had snuck into her house for some reason or another, I was looking for something. I can't remember what though. I was upstairs in her kitchen and I heard her mom and out of like pure fucking intinct ran out and into Dianas room.(smart, I know) And she was in there. And I had known she would be. I think I was counting on it. And she wasn't mad, she had a...I want to say helpless look in her eyes. Like she didn't know what to do. Not with me, but herself. And it's strange. So we were talking and laughing, we were friends again. And I liked it. Her step dad even asked me for help with a card. But then her mom came in and she pankicked and I panicked and Diana panicked so I ran out of the house. And then I woke up and was crying....
I had snuck into her house for some reason or another, I was looking for something. I can't remember what though. I was upstairs in her kitchen and I heard her mom and out of like pure fucking intinct ran out and into Dianas room.(smart, I know) And she was in there. And I had known she would be. I think I was counting on it. And she wasn't mad, she had a...I want to say helpless look in her eyes. Like she didn't know what to do. Not with me, but herself. And it's strange. So we were talking and laughing, we were friends again. And I liked it. Her step dad even asked me for help with a card. But then her mom came in and she pankicked and I panicked and Diana panicked so I ran out of the house. And then I woke up and was crying....