fuck off
ok so all of a sudden im in a TERRIBLE mood. its thursday night at like 10:20 and i just got so upset for no apparent reason. my nana said to me yesterday that u only know love once, and that ur first love and thats it so good but after that..u never ever feel that way again. and im starting to actually believe it b/c im trying to hard to be good and im fucking pissed b/c my first love obviously didnt go very well =( - all's i want is to be honestly happy and be in love again, i would kill to have that but even if i got it back..it would never be the same