oh my god...
alright...this has been the weirdest, most messed up week off my entire life. lets start off with tonight. first off...im walking around the resturant...of course in my own little world than all of a sudden bam! i walked right into some guy and almost fell on my ass. lol it was quite funny but i really gotta stop dazing. guys in general have really sucked lately. i have never been so confused in my entire life. first off, no matter how much u like a person...u will never stop doing drugs to be with them. i except that, so leave me alone...no it dosent happen that way. also, i like it when drunk guys keep on eyeing ya and u know they are gonna say something that is gonna something very stupid. so as im walking by, he grabs me and goes..." sweetie, you look like carmen electra." and i said thanks and walked away. i mean seriously...does that actually work with some girls??
its the time when u wanna be all alone when u get all the attention. i just dont get it. i dont know what to do or think anymore. ive been trying to be so happy but no one seems to work with me anymore. im trying to move on from what i was and im stuck on something. ive also slept at my parents house twice this week, tonight being one of them...and it is very weird. lastly, i love my girls prolly more than anything. my birthday is the 19th of march. two of them are leaving on the 19th and are gonna be gone all weekend. stupid gad damn p.a. has to ruin everything. that upsets me a real lot. but with that highly negative entry...i need to go study lobotomies and split brain operations =)