Oct 03, 2004 21:52
sooo i got home from ri today. it was AMAZING! hehehe, so we got there and the hotel was so nice. they had a pool and gym ::heaven:: anyways, the girl lauren we went to visit turned out to be one of the funniest people ive ever met. i was in her dorm a lot and johnson and wales people are friendly. they all have boston accents and tell great jokes. also..there is a high homosexual population there. they leeched onto me, it was cute. so we went to this gross bar. i drank a lot and wanted to leave. so me christina and bell went to this frat party we were invited to. it was 3 floors of packed people. we didnt stay long. instead we ran around the streets and were silly. we eneded going to the hotel and drama went down but who cares. we woke up and went to the hotel breakfast buffet in pjs. it was good. we got ready and walked to the mall. it was awesome! huge. that night we hung in the dorm for a while then went to this bar remis. i had lots of fun there.i had like 7 drinks in the pregame then 3 there..but i wasnt all that drunk. it was weird. i had fun. then when we left the bar there were all these people on the street. we invited a couple guys to our room...wrong move. they drank out beer and wouldnt leave. i fell asleep haha, but they stole amandas phone. i left so bad. oh well. anyways, i had fun but it was not my thing. they are cool girls..but they arent MY girls. i wanted to cuddle and couldnt. it was different. i was so so homesick. i get homesick very fast. i can not be away from dan. it was soooo hard without him. he was on my mind all weekend and i was showing off his pictures the whole time. i bragged and made it known i was in love lol. i still havent seen him and i miss him so much. i know this is for real and its kinda scary. i dunno how he feels at times and at other times i dont think he understand ho i feel. i was lost without him. but i need to catch up on some sleep. soooo later!
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