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so i am REALLY depressed right now here is why
holly just to sum it up into one word i'll go into detail. 8th grade we got close like really close dude she is my fucking twin and still is even though we dont talk like EVER anyway it was great we hung out we talked i dont know i love her so much and i hate that i dont see her or anything i dont know what to do with myself i want to cry but i dont know if i should because i dont know if she feels the same way i dont know i only have let myself get extremely close to two people outside my family and that was her and andrew and i lost her and i really dont like it i wish i could better describe what i am trying to say i just miss her so much i was talking to jacob about it and yeah i know he knows what i mean andrew and him have gone through the same shit but they have been friends since kindergraden and can go without talking to each other for months and then call each other and they just pick off were they left off i wish i had never done basketball other wise i'd still see holly i wish alot of things never happened
holly just to sum it up into one word i'll go into detail. 8th grade we got close like really close dude she is my fucking twin and still is even though we dont talk like EVER anyway it was great we hung out we talked i dont know i love her so much and i hate that i dont see her or anything i dont know what to do with myself i want to cry but i dont know if i should because i dont know if she feels the same way i dont know i only have let myself get extremely close to two people outside my family and that was her and andrew and i lost her and i really dont like it i wish i could better describe what i am trying to say i just miss her so much i was talking to jacob about it and yeah i know he knows what i mean andrew and him have gone through the same shit but they have been friends since kindergraden and can go without talking to each other for months and then call each other and they just pick off were they left off i wish i had never done basketball other wise i'd still see holly i wish alot of things never happened