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ah I have to be up in a few hours for an appointment and can't sleep. I hung out with Billy today, we had a good time, although I didnt know what to expect even though we've been talking for a bit. I could tell he was pretty nervous though, it was nice to reminisce about things and fill eachother in on whats been going on. We both grew up in the same town so we know alot of the same people and we know so much about eachother that it's like we never stopped talking. It's weird in a good way.
I got a definite schedule and regulars at work, so I'm happy about that..although it's with the people who had to the dirtiest house bleh.
I'm psyched I have a fishing partner for this summer, I can finally go do that and other activities I've been wanting to do for a few years..not only will I have the time but I'll be with someone who I actually seem to have a lot in common with and enjoy talking to. It's funny how a negative event or person in your life can lead you to a good one. I guess that's the law of life. Karma and such..everything needs to balance out.
I actually picked up a book at Barnes and Nobles today about Karma..everything it said in it was so enlightening and true, I almost bought it, maybe I'll go back for it. You really have to zero in on every little action and thought that you do in order to understand it, alot of people don't understand why they are plagued with bad "luck" or ailments and it all comes down to so many things and as I believe past life debt and allowance. I believe what you do here and now is trying to balance out what happened in a past life, along with what you've done in this life. With good, comes bad regardless, although people can do their best to avoid it. People who intentionally cause hurt and drama are only going to get it in return-you'd think that would be a common sense thing..apparently not to the ignorant people I've dealt with lately.
ah well I think writing this is actually making me more sleepy.
I got a definite schedule and regulars at work, so I'm happy about that..although it's with the people who had to the dirtiest house bleh.
I'm psyched I have a fishing partner for this summer, I can finally go do that and other activities I've been wanting to do for a few years..not only will I have the time but I'll be with someone who I actually seem to have a lot in common with and enjoy talking to. It's funny how a negative event or person in your life can lead you to a good one. I guess that's the law of life. Karma and such..everything needs to balance out.
I actually picked up a book at Barnes and Nobles today about Karma..everything it said in it was so enlightening and true, I almost bought it, maybe I'll go back for it. You really have to zero in on every little action and thought that you do in order to understand it, alot of people don't understand why they are plagued with bad "luck" or ailments and it all comes down to so many things and as I believe past life debt and allowance. I believe what you do here and now is trying to balance out what happened in a past life, along with what you've done in this life. With good, comes bad regardless, although people can do their best to avoid it. People who intentionally cause hurt and drama are only going to get it in return-you'd think that would be a common sense thing..apparently not to the ignorant people I've dealt with lately.
ah well I think writing this is actually making me more sleepy.