First Entry
Well, hello everyone who decided to check this out! Since this is my first entry, I guess I should give a background of my life lately. I'm a 22 year old student, persuing a degree in accounting. This is my last semester of community college, then I'm off to university... probably IUP. Hopefully IUP actually, cuz I really miss it. I just recently became single again... several times actually... I seem to have a knack for finding the wrong women. Not that any of them are particularly bad... just end up not being my type or end up not having a clue as to what they want. sometimes both. Maybe I'm just picky... but I'm allowed to be picky... cuz I'm hot! ;)
Anyway, getting away from my soaring ego... I just got out a really long term relationship about 3 months ago. We were very close to being together for 5 years. Her name was amber, and she was the love of my life. My first true love actually. So as all of you can imagine, i'm still having some trouble getting over it, but hopefully time and distance will make it easier. Anyway, she ended up being one of the closest friends I have ever had, so hopefully there's not too much distance, because i've been running short on real friends lately. Most of my friends find it easier to wait for me to call them, than to actually get up the effort it takes to hit a few buttons to call me or IM me. But that's life I suppose. I seem to be making a lot of new friends at school. It just kinda sucks since it's my last semester there... but again... i guess that's life.
Lately I have been very driven and determined to get things done. I didn't think getting back into school this semester was going to happen, but I busted my ass to get there, and now I'm back. I have also been very driven to excercise and diet. And it is paying off. I can feel all the strength I am gaining through it. My energy levels have been through the roof lately. I didn't have a ton of extra weight to begin with, but the little bit that's there is certainly dissipating. I'm becoming more muscular, and I'm certainly gaining a great deal of confidence and happiness from it.
Today was the first day i have had to just chill out in a long time. It was almost hard to find things to do... so I guess that is how this journal thing spawned. I guess I'm a little bit lonely, especially since my sis went back to IUP, but I'm also in a really good mood and really high on endorphins from working out for a solid hour, so I'm just relaxed and really not letting it get to me. I spent most of the day hanging out with my mom, which NEVER happens. It was really nice, and I could definitely get used to doing that more often. We went to wal mart and shopped there for about an hour... then stood in line at the check out for another hour... but it's ok, because she took me to burger king right before that. I thought there was no more burger king, cuz most of them around here closed down like a year ago.
Well, I'm gonna stop myself, because I feel like i'm going on about nothing, so I'll try to update often, leave some love!
Anyway, getting away from my soaring ego... I just got out a really long term relationship about 3 months ago. We were very close to being together for 5 years. Her name was amber, and she was the love of my life. My first true love actually. So as all of you can imagine, i'm still having some trouble getting over it, but hopefully time and distance will make it easier. Anyway, she ended up being one of the closest friends I have ever had, so hopefully there's not too much distance, because i've been running short on real friends lately. Most of my friends find it easier to wait for me to call them, than to actually get up the effort it takes to hit a few buttons to call me or IM me. But that's life I suppose. I seem to be making a lot of new friends at school. It just kinda sucks since it's my last semester there... but again... i guess that's life.
Lately I have been very driven and determined to get things done. I didn't think getting back into school this semester was going to happen, but I busted my ass to get there, and now I'm back. I have also been very driven to excercise and diet. And it is paying off. I can feel all the strength I am gaining through it. My energy levels have been through the roof lately. I didn't have a ton of extra weight to begin with, but the little bit that's there is certainly dissipating. I'm becoming more muscular, and I'm certainly gaining a great deal of confidence and happiness from it.
Today was the first day i have had to just chill out in a long time. It was almost hard to find things to do... so I guess that is how this journal thing spawned. I guess I'm a little bit lonely, especially since my sis went back to IUP, but I'm also in a really good mood and really high on endorphins from working out for a solid hour, so I'm just relaxed and really not letting it get to me. I spent most of the day hanging out with my mom, which NEVER happens. It was really nice, and I could definitely get used to doing that more often. We went to wal mart and shopped there for about an hour... then stood in line at the check out for another hour... but it's ok, because she took me to burger king right before that. I thought there was no more burger king, cuz most of them around here closed down like a year ago.
Well, I'm gonna stop myself, because I feel like i'm going on about nothing, so I'll try to update often, leave some love!