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i just got my scholatship application back from the global young leaders conference thing i wanted to go to next summer in EUROPE(!). Results: they regret to inform me that i will not be receiving a shcolarship to the program. SHIT.
i wanted to go incredibly bad. i'm sure i didn't get it because of our lack of financial need but that still doesn't mean i'm going to be able to pay for it. I got some stupid form letter and ughh god i just wanted to go so bad. this is what i want to do with my life, this is what i'm good at. and i dont think see any possible way i can go. i'm trying not to get too upset about it but i'm just not feeling very optimistic that i will magically find 5 thousand dollars in the next few months. any ideas????
i wanted to go incredibly bad. i'm sure i didn't get it because of our lack of financial need but that still doesn't mean i'm going to be able to pay for it. I got some stupid form letter and ughh god i just wanted to go so bad. this is what i want to do with my life, this is what i'm good at. and i dont think see any possible way i can go. i'm trying not to get too upset about it but i'm just not feeling very optimistic that i will magically find 5 thousand dollars in the next few months. any ideas????