Oh crazy week... (I ranted a lot sorry dudes)
Oh what a crazy week I have had! I am switching my college again. I was mucho stressed out about this so on wednesday between my sociology class and geography for teachers, I freaked out and had a mega meltdown in my car... then i left and went to durham and austin took car of me and made me a cd. yay. I am better now. even though switching colleges is scary and hard. Thursday I went back to work. Boo... oh so much fun. I almost missed collecting dead fish and being bit by lots of snakes... then I talked to tara till the wee hours of morning. I miss her. I'm glad we can relate and be in the same ugly situations together. Then I called Austin after that and wasn't really tired so I finally went to bed around 2. I got up for work at 5 and worked at 6. Yucky. Austin came home and we went to the doctors and he got stuck with needles and I had to get my car back from the garage. We went back to Durham for the night which was... well I fell asleep while he talked to tara because i was tired. Happy three month anniversary! Yay... i am happy x 1000000000! I got a really cool bag and I am psyched. Yay. Then we went to manch to collect Devin and we were off to Lowell to see Pickle's new apartment. Party party time... fun and new experiences for all! I can't rap and I am jealous of those who can... and i wish i could dance. I got sick so I suck. The next morning we went to drop nicole off at the train station and we listened to weezer as austin drove my car around lowell... I felt so good and alive! Yay for freedom and excitement. Then a trip to dunkin donuts and back to UNH. I slept and worked on my life plan for dad and neglected some other work like my critique. I should be fine for it. I hate writing... blah. Devin was lying down on Julia's bed just so everyone knows :) Later we went to the caf and ate a lot and jason came too! he is wolverine hardcore. then devin and I drove home and that was cool. We listened to a lot of saves the day. cool. austins family made a fire in their firemaker and I sat and talked with them. I had a good time. Then I came home and my dad set me up a sweet computer. sweetness... but hes mad because i brought home 2 betta fish... Penelopy amd Sigfreid the Cyclops betta. Whatever. I like them. I miss my friends that are far away... I need to call mariah I miss her a lot.
I am happy. I am the happiest I have ever been. Even as fucked up and crazy and nontraditionl or tradition I make things... everything is going to be okay and I am okay. I smile more then I ever have. Next semester will be even better but I like to step back from time to time now and just look at myself and where I am. Right now I am alone in my newly remodeled room which is foreign to me and not super friendly. But Cat Steven's is singing to me on a cd that an amazing person put together for me. I am so happy. I am in love.
I am happy. I am the happiest I have ever been. Even as fucked up and crazy and nontraditionl or tradition I make things... everything is going to be okay and I am okay. I smile more then I ever have. Next semester will be even better but I like to step back from time to time now and just look at myself and where I am. Right now I am alone in my newly remodeled room which is foreign to me and not super friendly. But Cat Steven's is singing to me on a cd that an amazing person put together for me. I am so happy. I am in love.