We cant go back again, theres no use giving in, and theres no way to know what might have been
Week is going by fast, always a good thing. Work tonight was so hilarious....i wish i could go into detail but im too lazy =) Got the windows tinted on the car and the new muffler put on (thank god) there are still other numerous things that need to be done...but its in the process so for now im content. Volleyball tournament this weekend..all weekend..atleast we have monday off so ill get to sleep in ONE day this weekend...and then next weekend NO VOLLEYBALL...AHHHHHHHHH =D Which means actually being able to do something. yayyyyyyyy.
I hate how people dont even realize how much they've changed and how differently they treat you and that if they really cared then they'd actually try and show it. Im holding on to something that isn't there anymore and isnt ever going to be there again...and i think it would take seeing the person to be able to let go..but i dont want to see someone who doesnt want to see me..soo im not really sure where to go with that =/ I cant believe i ever let things get this far and that i ever let myself get in this deep, what the hell was i thinking!? Oh, thats right I WASNT. Gosh, the only person i can blame this on is myself. Ha..thats wonderful to know.
Alright well..i've got some tarea to do so im out =)
I hate how my entries are just these quick little things now..i think of so much shit during the day that i could get out in here but then i forget it/dont have time to type it all..=/
con amor-mar
That same old look in your eyes
it's a beautiful night
I'm so tempted to stay
But too much time has gone by
We should just say good-bye
and turn and walk away