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i'm so sick of my dad being soooo obvious about how kaja's his favorite. it's like his favorite hobby is spazzing at me.
anyway....i haven't written in this in a long time. i realized that there's no point to recording every last detail of every last moment of my life. between experiencing the moment, writing about it, and then reading about it later i've already spent more than enough time dwelling on something pointless when i could be experiencing new moments. what good is life if all you do is sit and analyze what can't be changed?
i'm really happy right now. it's weird, because i'm actually annoyed, anxious, jealous, upset, excited, and determined....but when it comes down to it, i'm just happy. i think one day i just got tired of worrying and being unhappy. it's nice to know that i don't have to be consumed by unpleasantness.
there are a few things that are really bugging me lately, but it doesn't really matter because they're really pretty petty in the grand scheme of things and i'm leaving in 2 weeks anyway.
i don't even feel like writing about college stuff or volleyball tryouts or anything. i thought i'd start typing and go on forever but i'm already bored with this.....so i guess that's it for now.
anyway....i haven't written in this in a long time. i realized that there's no point to recording every last detail of every last moment of my life. between experiencing the moment, writing about it, and then reading about it later i've already spent more than enough time dwelling on something pointless when i could be experiencing new moments. what good is life if all you do is sit and analyze what can't be changed?
i'm really happy right now. it's weird, because i'm actually annoyed, anxious, jealous, upset, excited, and determined....but when it comes down to it, i'm just happy. i think one day i just got tired of worrying and being unhappy. it's nice to know that i don't have to be consumed by unpleasantness.
there are a few things that are really bugging me lately, but it doesn't really matter because they're really pretty petty in the grand scheme of things and i'm leaving in 2 weeks anyway.
i don't even feel like writing about college stuff or volleyball tryouts or anything. i thought i'd start typing and go on forever but i'm already bored with this.....so i guess that's it for now.