...dont kno wut 2 do im goin out of my mind...
ok ok ok...heres an ^date guys...the major dilemma lately..guys...i dont kno who or want i want..so many choices..honestly speakin theres honestly a total of 4 guys who want 2 b w/me..but i dunno everytime it gets close 2 serious im quick 2 bak out n never call bak :o/ im not tryin 2 hurt ne1 i just dont have the balls 2 tell u i dont wanna b w/u...one of them likes me a lot but...i dont think i c myself w/him..i dunno y either..hes nice n all its just no...then arepa guy b/c he justs doesnt get wut 'NO' means..so yea hes just annoyin...then theres manny..hes cute n all, nice, real sweetie n he says stupid shit 2 try 2 impress him..lol...but yet i dont think me n him will work not b/c of ne-thing i just dont feel like it! i kno i dunno..theres one more..but..hes already 'all in the family' i come home hes here...i leave 2 do my errands hes still here..i go 2 work n chill after come home..hes still here...its like he doesnt have a home...n hes already given me a song...just no..n even tho..all this happened b4..it was diff. i cant explain it..uh..im complicated wut can i say? so yes...this is my major dilemma botherin me...that n my report card suxs sooo bad i have 3 C's n 3 D's im soo fried..o n my exams...D's n F's....ok..im gonna improve my grades thats a start..n i just dont kno wut 2 do...i feel i want something im just not entirely sure wut i want yet...im just chillin..uh..i dunno..well im out i have 2 clean it helps me think..later!