Dec 22, 2006 10:25
shit! this swelling won't go down. and today i woke up with another black eye. this is mortifying. i look like i have gained 20 lbs in the face and then was beaten up by an abusive man. i still have a lot of christmas shopping to do and i wanted to go to meg's party tonite and margaret's tomorrow. i hate to be wrapped up in my looks, but NO way am i going out like this. the pain killers suck, i take one and just fall asleep. no hallucinations or delusions. one good thing about this is the amount of ice cream i have consumed, and it looks like i'm not gaining from it.
yesterday i did go see a therapist about my binges. she blamed my lack of men in my life. get the fuck over it, america. everyone doesn't depend on the opposite sex for happiness.
oh yeah, i ordered a cell phone for my mom off ebay for christmas and the damn dude didn't send a battery. i emailed him and he said he will send one right away. i hope this works?