Fuck the world
Something I wrote earlier...
Fuck today. Fuck statistics. Fuck probability. Fuck heavy school books. Fuck climbing up 5 flights of stairs. Fuck instructors who don't give a flying fuck about their jobs. Fuck calm people. Fuck people with patience. Fuck people with no patience. Fuck bad drivers. Fuck people who say they'll do one thing and then do the opposite. Fuck insurance companies. Fuck weird car noises. Fuck being sick. Fuck people who can only manage to talk about how fucking bad things are going for them, as if trying to compete with your day and fucking disrespecting your fucking bad mood. Fuck snapping at people you don't mean to. Fuck other people being right and rubbing it in. Fuck people who close the door behind them when you're right fucking behind them. Fuck slow people walking in front of you. Fuck slow drivers and not being able to pass them. Fuck 80 west. Fuck old people who automatically hate you because you’re young. Fuck arrogant pricks. Fuck people who think you’re an arrogant prick. Fuck stereotypes. Fuck losing things. Fuck people not returning your calls. Fuck people not returning important emails. Fuck dead batteries. Fuck floppy discs that don’t read. Fuck CD’s with scratches on them. Fuck sneezing while driving. Fuck hiccups. Fuck shitty music in department stores. Fuck thinking of so many things to fuck faster than you can write. Fuck loads of homework. Fuck work. Fuck being ignored. Fuck being denied. Fuck not being acknowledged. Fuck being interrupted. Fuck typos. Fuck explaining something to someone for fucking days when they just decide to fucking give up. Fuck missing important phone calls. Fuck cute clothes that don’t fit. Fuck not having any clean clothes. Fuck no one being around when you need them most. Fuck being lied to. Fuck being flaked on. Fuck being forgotten about. Fuck people who take your shit and don’t return it. Fuck people who think they’re funny when they’re just fucking stupid. Fuck stupid people. Fuck wasted memories. Fuck video cameras. Fuck surveillance. Fuck being shy. Fuck introverts. Fuck extroverts. Fuck television. Fuck radio. Fuck the band. Fuck being hot. Fuck being cold. Fuck being nice. Fuck people who can’t deal with their own fucking problems when you have to. Fuck being broke. Fuck putting something off because of someone else and then fuck that person for not coming through. Fuck the wrong choice. Fuck friends who steal your booze. Fuck questions. Fuck interrogation. Fuck not being answered directly. Fuck overhearing things you don’t want to hear. Fuck people who never listen. Fuck people who make major plans concerning you and not fucking telling you. Fuck having no time for anything. Fuck 15 units. Fuck annoying cell phone rings. Fuck the way people breathe when they’re sick. Fuck not getting enough sleep and fuck stress to make it worse. Fuck frozen computers. Fuck changing CD’s while you drive and having your fucking favorite CD fall under the seat. Fuck people who never change the tone of their voice. Fuck the joke that is the government. Fuck headaches and fuck migraines. Fuck having no food and fuck finding an empty fucking box of something good. Fuck pens running out of ink. Fuck paper cuts. Fuck persistent people. Fuck great things happening when you’re not around. Fuck the sun in your eyes. Fuck choking. Fuck people criticizing the way you speak. Fuck addiction. Fuck authority. Fuck having no cigarettes. Fuck having cigarettes but no lighter. Fuck doing the right then when it fucking gets you in trouble. Fuck trusting untrustworthy people. Fuck calling all the shots. Fuck persistent memories that refuse to be forgotten. Fuck him. Fuck people who get sore when they lose. Fuck people who get defensive over everything. Fuck being burned. Fuck people who rub it in when they win. Fuck perky people. Fuck onions hiding in your food. Fuck the transvestite whores on O’Farrell who call me fucking crazy. Fuck flies. Fuck mosquitoes. Fuck the sound of babies crying in movie theatres, or libraries when you’re studying. Fuck moths. Fuck animals that don’t shut up and fuck their owners. Fuck standing in line, especially fuck the women’s bathroom line. Fuck people who cut. Fuck optimists. Fuck saying stupid things in front of people you’re trying to impress. Fuck people who say “my bad.” Fuck pessimists. Fuck Nike. Fuck Corporate America. Fuck our dependency. Fuck not being motivated. Fuck all those who take credit for your work. Fuck perfection. Fuck beauty. Fuck crack fiends. Fuck shit talkers. Fuck paranoia. Fuck people with full shopping carts who make you wait behind them even though you only have 1 item. Fuck bug bites. Fuck trendy fucks, and fuck small towns. Fuck people who stare and fuck people who would rather tap you constantly than learn your name. Fuck getting cornered. Fuck being harassed. Fuck LaRonda and fuck all the other misanthropes in customer service. Fuck fake smiles. Fuck running into people you don’t want to see. Fuck phony conversations that take place between people who haven’t seen each other in for-fucking-ever and who don’t care to see each other ever again. Fuck the weather. Fuck friends who fuck you up and then make you drive home. Fuck taxes. Fuck Arnold. Fuck the joke. Fuck handicapped parking. Fuck lack of inspiration and fuck not even caring. Fuck people talking loudly when you’re obviously trying to study. Fuck missing important phone calls. Fuck bad memories. Fuck disease. Fuck doctor’s advice. Fuck getting messages that seem urgent with no call back number. Fuck trying not to offend anyone. Fuck organized religion. Fuck their tax free estates. Especially fuck those people who push their religious beliefs on you because their way is right and your going to hell. Fuck racism Fuck people who think it’s funny. Fuck driving under the influence. Fuck sales people who sell you not what you fucking asked for, but what they think you need. Fuck spam. Fucking having to delete however fucking many spam emails to find only one or no emails that have any fucking significance. Fuck people who drive with baby on board signs and then smoke in the car. Fuck pop ups. Fuck parents who use drugs in front of or around their kids. Fuck not being informed. Fuck close minded people. Fuck judgmental people. Fuck people who have the fucking nerve to lower their voice and talk shit about someone who just walked in the room. Fuck awkward situations. Fuck boys who you consider to be friends who won’t acknowledge your presence when they’re with their girlfriends. Fuck crazy bitches. Fuck people who cheat on their significant others. Fuck people who only stay in relationships because they’re fucking afraid to be alone, splitting their property, or for the children’s sake. Fuck parents who fight all the time. Fuck domestic violence. Fuck animal cruelty. Fuck sexism. Fuck your closest friends forgetting your birthday. Fuck being deceived. Fuck others who think they know what’s fucking best for you when they fucking don’t know half of the fucking story. Fuck watching long movies to conclude that it was fucking shit and you just wasted hours of your life that you won’t fucking get back. Fuck books that do the same things. Fuck being woken up to disaster. Fuck broken alarms and fuck over sleeping when you have somewhere to be. Fuck making food and realizing you’re out of the main fucking ingredient. Fuck stop signs hiding behind large fucking bushes or trees, forcing you to fucking slam on your breaks fucking last minute. Fuck being ripped off. Fuck defending someone and later finding that they were fucking guilty. Fuck the breaking point. Fuck the hurry. Fuck the verdict. Fuck today and fuck these feelings.
Another week ends and I look forward to its death, yet dread the one coming.
Fuck today. Fuck statistics. Fuck probability. Fuck heavy school books. Fuck climbing up 5 flights of stairs. Fuck instructors who don't give a flying fuck about their jobs. Fuck calm people. Fuck people with patience. Fuck people with no patience. Fuck bad drivers. Fuck people who say they'll do one thing and then do the opposite. Fuck insurance companies. Fuck weird car noises. Fuck being sick. Fuck people who can only manage to talk about how fucking bad things are going for them, as if trying to compete with your day and fucking disrespecting your fucking bad mood. Fuck snapping at people you don't mean to. Fuck other people being right and rubbing it in. Fuck people who close the door behind them when you're right fucking behind them. Fuck slow people walking in front of you. Fuck slow drivers and not being able to pass them. Fuck 80 west. Fuck old people who automatically hate you because you’re young. Fuck arrogant pricks. Fuck people who think you’re an arrogant prick. Fuck stereotypes. Fuck losing things. Fuck people not returning your calls. Fuck people not returning important emails. Fuck dead batteries. Fuck floppy discs that don’t read. Fuck CD’s with scratches on them. Fuck sneezing while driving. Fuck hiccups. Fuck shitty music in department stores. Fuck thinking of so many things to fuck faster than you can write. Fuck loads of homework. Fuck work. Fuck being ignored. Fuck being denied. Fuck not being acknowledged. Fuck being interrupted. Fuck typos. Fuck explaining something to someone for fucking days when they just decide to fucking give up. Fuck missing important phone calls. Fuck cute clothes that don’t fit. Fuck not having any clean clothes. Fuck no one being around when you need them most. Fuck being lied to. Fuck being flaked on. Fuck being forgotten about. Fuck people who take your shit and don’t return it. Fuck people who think they’re funny when they’re just fucking stupid. Fuck stupid people. Fuck wasted memories. Fuck video cameras. Fuck surveillance. Fuck being shy. Fuck introverts. Fuck extroverts. Fuck television. Fuck radio. Fuck the band. Fuck being hot. Fuck being cold. Fuck being nice. Fuck people who can’t deal with their own fucking problems when you have to. Fuck being broke. Fuck putting something off because of someone else and then fuck that person for not coming through. Fuck the wrong choice. Fuck friends who steal your booze. Fuck questions. Fuck interrogation. Fuck not being answered directly. Fuck overhearing things you don’t want to hear. Fuck people who never listen. Fuck people who make major plans concerning you and not fucking telling you. Fuck having no time for anything. Fuck 15 units. Fuck annoying cell phone rings. Fuck the way people breathe when they’re sick. Fuck not getting enough sleep and fuck stress to make it worse. Fuck frozen computers. Fuck changing CD’s while you drive and having your fucking favorite CD fall under the seat. Fuck people who never change the tone of their voice. Fuck the joke that is the government. Fuck headaches and fuck migraines. Fuck having no food and fuck finding an empty fucking box of something good. Fuck pens running out of ink. Fuck paper cuts. Fuck persistent people. Fuck great things happening when you’re not around. Fuck the sun in your eyes. Fuck choking. Fuck people criticizing the way you speak. Fuck addiction. Fuck authority. Fuck having no cigarettes. Fuck having cigarettes but no lighter. Fuck doing the right then when it fucking gets you in trouble. Fuck trusting untrustworthy people. Fuck calling all the shots. Fuck persistent memories that refuse to be forgotten. Fuck him. Fuck people who get sore when they lose. Fuck people who get defensive over everything. Fuck being burned. Fuck people who rub it in when they win. Fuck perky people. Fuck onions hiding in your food. Fuck the transvestite whores on O’Farrell who call me fucking crazy. Fuck flies. Fuck mosquitoes. Fuck the sound of babies crying in movie theatres, or libraries when you’re studying. Fuck moths. Fuck animals that don’t shut up and fuck their owners. Fuck standing in line, especially fuck the women’s bathroom line. Fuck people who cut. Fuck optimists. Fuck saying stupid things in front of people you’re trying to impress. Fuck people who say “my bad.” Fuck pessimists. Fuck Nike. Fuck Corporate America. Fuck our dependency. Fuck not being motivated. Fuck all those who take credit for your work. Fuck perfection. Fuck beauty. Fuck crack fiends. Fuck shit talkers. Fuck paranoia. Fuck people with full shopping carts who make you wait behind them even though you only have 1 item. Fuck bug bites. Fuck trendy fucks, and fuck small towns. Fuck people who stare and fuck people who would rather tap you constantly than learn your name. Fuck getting cornered. Fuck being harassed. Fuck LaRonda and fuck all the other misanthropes in customer service. Fuck fake smiles. Fuck running into people you don’t want to see. Fuck phony conversations that take place between people who haven’t seen each other in for-fucking-ever and who don’t care to see each other ever again. Fuck the weather. Fuck friends who fuck you up and then make you drive home. Fuck taxes. Fuck Arnold. Fuck the joke. Fuck handicapped parking. Fuck lack of inspiration and fuck not even caring. Fuck people talking loudly when you’re obviously trying to study. Fuck missing important phone calls. Fuck bad memories. Fuck disease. Fuck doctor’s advice. Fuck getting messages that seem urgent with no call back number. Fuck trying not to offend anyone. Fuck organized religion. Fuck their tax free estates. Especially fuck those people who push their religious beliefs on you because their way is right and your going to hell. Fuck racism Fuck people who think it’s funny. Fuck driving under the influence. Fuck sales people who sell you not what you fucking asked for, but what they think you need. Fuck spam. Fucking having to delete however fucking many spam emails to find only one or no emails that have any fucking significance. Fuck people who drive with baby on board signs and then smoke in the car. Fuck pop ups. Fuck parents who use drugs in front of or around their kids. Fuck not being informed. Fuck close minded people. Fuck judgmental people. Fuck people who have the fucking nerve to lower their voice and talk shit about someone who just walked in the room. Fuck awkward situations. Fuck boys who you consider to be friends who won’t acknowledge your presence when they’re with their girlfriends. Fuck crazy bitches. Fuck people who cheat on their significant others. Fuck people who only stay in relationships because they’re fucking afraid to be alone, splitting their property, or for the children’s sake. Fuck parents who fight all the time. Fuck domestic violence. Fuck animal cruelty. Fuck sexism. Fuck your closest friends forgetting your birthday. Fuck being deceived. Fuck others who think they know what’s fucking best for you when they fucking don’t know half of the fucking story. Fuck watching long movies to conclude that it was fucking shit and you just wasted hours of your life that you won’t fucking get back. Fuck books that do the same things. Fuck being woken up to disaster. Fuck broken alarms and fuck over sleeping when you have somewhere to be. Fuck making food and realizing you’re out of the main fucking ingredient. Fuck stop signs hiding behind large fucking bushes or trees, forcing you to fucking slam on your breaks fucking last minute. Fuck being ripped off. Fuck defending someone and later finding that they were fucking guilty. Fuck the breaking point. Fuck the hurry. Fuck the verdict. Fuck today and fuck these feelings.
Another week ends and I look forward to its death, yet dread the one coming.