Dec 14, 2006 20:41
That's almost a year since last Christmas?! Bugger. I love and hate this time of year.
Reminds me of how little I 've done with the past year. Been unemployed for the greater part of the past year I'm pretty sure. No way am I going to sit down and work that shit out!
Other than that I'm feeling pretty down today anyway. I have managed not to go out drinking tonight which took a lot of will power. Well done me I guess.
I don't like to admit it but all I want right now is to curl up into a big hug from Jules. I don't know when I'll next see him though, next chance is Sunday and that feels like an age away! A bit pathetic really.
Guess I'll settle for a bath and some painting. Much more productive but doesn't make me feel any less lonely