Jul 22, 2004 23:08
If it weren't for life's chaotic nature in its base, I might have a foundation for some type of lawsuit. *L* It's just as well, because in acknowledging the frivolity of the lawsuits that run rampant through the America of today.
Wait, I wrote about that last time...
I swear, as soon as I'm working a full time job again, I'll buy the CDs I want instead of using Kazaa When desperate to find JUST THE TRACKS FROM CDS I HAVE PURCHASED. Yes.... >:} In the meantime, it's been cooperating more than ever, I'm blown away. Thank you, napster clone.
As Far as the amendment to my last post that never came:
6/27/04 Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit; for the sake of my Fifteen Minutes...--
It's a catch twenty two, Those Great nights out, fabulous at the time, but damn near impossible to compete with, but I wouldn't imagine taking it back for anything.
Last night was such a dream, I never wouuld have thought I would be tied up in front of a crowd, let alone at a special event like the dark arts festival... So fucking zen...
For the last fourty five minutes or so the club was open, like a fucking bat.
through the course of the day, I have spoken with more old men who are hard of hearing than ever before...
In spite of all the chaos life has brought as of late, there's an odd calm that supercedes the constant barrage of problems that keep me in work. I'm feeling strangely focused, I ought to write a list while things are so clear--
Confusion swiftly runs rampant, and I ask what It was that posessed me to assist this guy in changing his setup...
Happy fronday folks, we're all feeling more than up to par for the workday, so things should be no problem. *Prays he is not speaking too soon*
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Par to the workday??? *L* Damn. I wish I still had a workday. I heard recently that one day I may just wake up and not remember who I once was. Though the thought is slightly distressing, it's scarier to think about all that I've been through; and that the children I hope to have one day will go through some of the same trials, and then worse still.
I do believe that one day I will reach the point at which I will seek naught but to provide for my family, but for the time, I will heed the advice of those my age who have already started their families; enjoy the freedom.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee... In the parts of life aside from the aforementioned, I've been working on getting the house ready for the traditional 24th of July Barbecue. *For all those born and raised outside of Utah, it's the Anniversary of the pioneers getting to the valley and thinking, 'Dammit man; I am done. The only way I'm goin' further is if you tell me you forgot something back in Nebraska, and then just to get as far away as possible. We've had enough.'
Or to be more precise "This is the place."
The 24th is also, by my hypothesis, Utah's attempt at making up for disallowing good fireworks by letting us have calmer pyrotechnics on two occasions. :) (Sure, It's far-fetched, but more interesting than downtown between 5 and 6 pm on Sunday.) *L*
In addition to the prepping, C. And M. Are getting married tomorrow, so it will be yet another wedding. I don't know just how to feel about it, considering that I truly believe it will last coupled with the fact that the two of them are both younger than I am.
I know it's not important; I just need the time to find the one who is right for me; but also take heed to some good advice... If you're looking for love, it tends to be incredibly elusive. I think anyone would be surprised otherwise....
Anyway... On to tomorrow... :)