i just wanna drop everything and leave
i can't take it anymore, it's just too hard..................
My rents keep putting pressure on me, but I KNOW i won't make it, and their constant pressure is just making me wanne quit even more. I'm never gona be good enough anyway, my dad wants me to be something I'm not. And the worst part is that this is MY DREAM..and it's so unreachable, I know I won't make it, I can't, I have too much to catch up, too much to do, to much to study. I can't I can't I can't. Not enough time, not smart enough..
They don't realize how hard this is. And this isn't what I want. I'm dont want to be in research, I don't wanna do math et chemistry, I wanna be in Africa with animals. What a dream. I fucking hate not being good enough. I don't even WANT to fight anymore. What the fuck is happening to me?
This is the time I regret ever going to USA because now my level is too low for french college. Great. My future depends on my past
FUCK!
My rents keep putting pressure on me, but I KNOW i won't make it, and their constant pressure is just making me wanne quit even more. I'm never gona be good enough anyway, my dad wants me to be something I'm not. And the worst part is that this is MY DREAM..and it's so unreachable, I know I won't make it, I can't, I have too much to catch up, too much to do, to much to study. I can't I can't I can't. Not enough time, not smart enough..
They don't realize how hard this is. And this isn't what I want. I'm dont want to be in research, I don't wanna do math et chemistry, I wanna be in Africa with animals. What a dream. I fucking hate not being good enough. I don't even WANT to fight anymore. What the fuck is happening to me?
This is the time I regret ever going to USA because now my level is too low for french college. Great. My future depends on my past
FUCK!