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Ok, so like, everything has been alright. I have a weird kind of depression happening right now. It's like a "I'm excited that school is about to start again but I'm terrified/sad that I'll be done with school completely in a year". Freaks me out. And I'm in serious diet mode. I've gained weight and it makes me feel weird.
Anyway! Doug will be in on Friday or Saturday and is staying here in Louisville with Blake and I for the weekend. I'm pretty excited about it. I wish I knew how to buck up, though. I don't want to be all moody when he's visiting. I've been reading all these medical journals on diabetes type II, and they say that my mood can be seriously affected by it. So I guess all this constant depression and extreme mood swings have some reason to them...they need to go away though. I used to be so chipper all the time. Now I just feel like being alone and feeling mopey.
I miss school. I hope I do really well next semester. I really want to feel better. I really do.
Anyway! Doug will be in on Friday or Saturday and is staying here in Louisville with Blake and I for the weekend. I'm pretty excited about it. I wish I knew how to buck up, though. I don't want to be all moody when he's visiting. I've been reading all these medical journals on diabetes type II, and they say that my mood can be seriously affected by it. So I guess all this constant depression and extreme mood swings have some reason to them...they need to go away though. I used to be so chipper all the time. Now I just feel like being alone and feeling mopey.
I miss school. I hope I do really well next semester. I really want to feel better. I really do.